Heeeeyyyy i haven't done anything with this book for awhile. I'm more suicidal then last time so.... anyway me and Laila are friends now and i think she still likes me but I'm not gonna say she is cause idk for sure. But i think part of the reason i kinda broke up with her or lost feelings for her is cause something that still effects me to this day just...... idk messed with me and stuff. Anyway I'm alive, somehow, extremely tired and ready to just end it all but I'm gonna keep going for the people i care about and if i find motivation I'll continue to update this and my other story and maybe make more idk. So talk to you later i guess....
