A Hurtful Past, A Forgotten Child (Completed)

Ch. 11 A New Person (Ayatos POV)

Its been seven long months since I last spoke to Yui and though I miss her terribly, getting myself better has been the only thing on my mind in order for me to see her again. A lot has changed since Yui first left the mansion and its almost become extremely quiet and somber without her around. You can even see it in the faces of the others. Shu spent his time in the study more and actually was looking up ways on how to interact properly with humans, thats the first time any of us had ever seen him do anything on his own, and his disposition has also changed a lot as well, he's less somber and more calm and thoughtful than before. Reiji still continues to make potions and tidy up the house, but he seems to have a little lisp in his step, like Yuis presense just caused him to become feeling. Yeah he may have been an uptight ass, but its like it seems he regrets what happend like hes had time to ponder over what hed done and how he could possibly make it better which is something completely foreign to him. I havent forgiven him for making all this happen, but who knows in time. Kanato also seems to have calmed down a lot, I see him just sitting in the garden reading and meditating, and he's even left his teddy bear he never ever even takes his eyes off that thing. This could be a sign that hes finally decided to grow up to not live like a little kid anymore. Laito is up to his usual antics, he brings a girl home every other night, but I can see his eyes when he brings someone new home. He looks disspassioned sad almost, like sleeping with these girls sinply isn't enough for him like he wants something more but he doesn't know how to get it. Its hard watchingmy big brother struggle like this, I hope that he can find a girl who'll love him for who he is and that he can keep her. Subaru has also had a change, hes less angry more thoughtfulabout his actioms and he isnt so much a loner anymore.

Its so weird seeing all of us go through this change all because a girl simply left our lives for a while. I never thought that anything like this could happen but somehow it did. As for me Ive changed quite a bit myself, physically I started growin a bit of a beard and I've been hittin the gym a lot so my pecs are ripped haha. But mentally a lot has happend, Im not the arrogant little prick that I was and Im no longer the brat who pouts and tortures things cuz I didnt get my way.  I've become a lot more empathetic to everything around me and its like I'm looking at the world through new eyes. I promise you Yui, I'll get you back and make you mine.