Kim family

Shaking

"Where are you going dressed like that mister?" Jin asked in a warning voice, making everyone stop and watch Yoongi. He had a black crop top hoodie on with a flowy mint skirt. He also had fishnets on, that covered his legs and peeked out above his skirt and his belly button piercing was out on display. "To my boyfriend." Yoongi just said putting on the black boots he got as a gift from the twins. "He doesn't mind me wearing feminine things. I thought you didn't either eomma?" Yoongi asked looking up through his blond curly hair as he put on the other booth. "Go change." Jin ordered. "What?" "Did I stutter? Go change." "Why? Weren't you the one that bought me this? Are you ashamed of me wearing this outside?" Yoongi asked as he started getting worked up. "Sugar listen this is for your own good. I don't want you to get bullied for liking feminine clothes." "Bullied?" Yoongi scoffed. "Well, news flash I'm already being bullied and not even for being my complete self. You know I was thinking it doesn't matter what those bullies say I have a family that loves me and accepts me. But apparently their just as ashamed of who I am as I was." Yoongi said before turning to the door. "I'm going. I got a date to attend too." Yoongi said before walking out.

"Hey, Yoongs." Ethan, his boyfriend greeted him by kissing him on the cheek. "Hi." "You look so pretty." "Thanks, you don't look bad either. Where are we going or is it still a surprise?" Yoongi asked curiously. "We're going to a bit of a secluded place so you can get used to people seeing you like this. I don't want you to be uncomfortable." "Where are we waiting for? Let's go."

They didn't have to walk long before they arrived at a small and cozy book music café. "Hi, noona." Ethan greeted. "Who is this Ethan? " A girl asked. "This is my boyfriend Yoongi. Yoongi this is my good friend Minseok ( I wrote this a while back and I just realized that there is actually a male idol called Minseok) Yoongi bowed while greeting her. "You don't have to be so formal." She waved off. "Just pick a table and I'm going be right by your side in a minute." She smiled

The couple walked into the nearly empty cafe and sat down in a booth next to each other. They just talked and told each other stories for about an hour till everything went downhill.

"Yoongs are you cold?" Ethan asked Yoongi who just had begun shaking. He quickly wrapped an arm fully around the boy and brought him closer. "I'm okay." Yoongi said but his breath clearly got a little shallower than normal. "Don't lie to me. You're at the beginning of an attack, aren't you?" Yoongi shook his head. "Not if you keep holding me."

It was a strange thing that happened sometimes. Yoongi would start shaking and it would look like he was getting an anxiety attack. But something seemed to keep him grounded enough to not fully develop into an attack but not enough to calm down.

"I'm going to bring you home." Ethan said after a while getting really worried about his boyfriend. Yoongi just nodded, not really being in a position to argue.

Yoongi counted himself really lucky when Hoseok opened the door. "Hyung are you okay? What happened?" "Just started shaking and I didn't know what to do so I brought him back home." Ethan explained. "Thank you. Come one hyung let's get you into bed so we can cuddle with you." They both said goodbye to Ethan before heading upstairs.

"Hyungie? Are you okay? Jungkook asked as he walked by his oldest brother's room. Yoongi who was still shaking barely noticed the small boy at the door. That's when Jungkook got an idea.

He ran to his room and got his favorite candy, which he had bought at a small market near his school.

"Hyung do you want a piece of candy?" Jungkook asked, climbing on his big brother's bed. "It is one of your favorites." Yoongi's shaking had died down a bit thanks to Hoseok. "Thank you Kookie." Yoongi said, taking some candy. "Soekie hyung?" He asked Hoseok holding the candy in front of him. Hoseok just shook his head. It was a normal thing since Hoseok never really liked sweets. Yoongi was the opposite though he loved sweets.

A knock made them lookup. "Yoongi, can we talk." Jin said a bit unsure he felt like an asshole and failed as a parent. His eyes were red and a bit puffy. "Yes, eomma." "I'm so sorry about what I said. I was wrong to want to constrict you in such away. You're old enough to decide what you want to wear. And if you want to wear skirts outside that's your choice. But please try to understand that I'm just worried about you and I still want to protect you." Jin rambled. "It's okay eomma. I shouldn't have gotten so angry." "Also why didn't you tell us that you got bullied?" "It's something I can deal with." Yoongi mumbled. "Besides, it's my last year. And I'm getting better at ignoring them and Hiwan and Ethan already help me." "Please talk to me when there is something wrong." Jin said coming the fringe out of Yoongi's face. "I will eomma."

Not long after their talk Yoongi was peacefully sleeping. All his worries left in the world around him.