Seokjin, the eldest of the famous K-Pop group, BTS, was known to be very polite, kind, and handsome. People who had met him would always praise his looks or his respectful attitude. Due to this, he had a good image to many people and was invited to many TV shows. There he would show his unique personality and people shooting with him loved his presence. However, there was one thing that only the members know about Seokjin. It was that this was all fake.
In the dorm, there's no such thing as a "polite, kind, respectful" as the media say about Seokjin. The members aren't exactly saying that their hyung isn't kind. He is, he cooks for them, he takes care of them, and they rely on him. Its just that he becomes very cold and emotionless. He is also quiet for most of the time that they are in the dorm. Namjoon had asked his hyung if he was pushing himself for the public and if he was he doesn't have to because ARMY would love him the same even if he shows his true personality. To this Seokjin just tilted his head to the side and had said,
"But Namjoon, that is my true self."
Seokjin had stared into Namjoon's eyes before Namjoon couldn't take it anymore and broke the eye contact. There was this "look" in Seokjin's eyes that made his body cold. He would sometimes see it during rehearsals, break-times during photo shootings, and in the dorm. They looked so blank that it was like staring at two glass beads. There was absolutely no feelings and it was impossible to figure out what he was thinking about.
Seokjin was also famous for looking like an alpaca or a hamster. Many fans compare him with the cute animals. Seokjin gladly accepted the idea of him looking like an alpaca and designed his LINE character in BT21 an alpaca and named it "RJ". All the members thought that the concept was very cute but secretly they didn't agree with it. They knew in their minds that an alpaca is the farthest animal to compare with Seokjin. He was nothing like an alpaca, only their silhouettes matched.
Jimin who often visits the dance studio has seen the unusual "eyes" of Seokjin. Jimin once went to the dance studio at midnight after watching a video the managers took of them dancing and he didn't like what he saw so he decided to practice more. He walked in to see another man already there dancing. He walked over to Seokjin who he was sure had already noticed him but didn't turn to face him. Jimin tapped him on the shoulder to notify that he was here. Seokjin turned around slowly to face Jimin and there was sweat dripping off him. Their eyes met and Jimin felt his body go rigid. It was like Seokjin was a wolf and he was looking at his prey, ready to bite into him and rip him apart. But soon Seokjin straightened himself and Jimin looked down still shocked but looked back up again when Seokjin asked,
"What are you doing here Jiminie? Shouldn't you be asleep?"
Jimin looked into Seokjin's eyes that were filled with concern and nothing like the ones he had just seen.
"I'm here to practice more hyung. Wanna practice together?" Jimin smiled and to that Seokjin nodded and they practiced till morning. That day was a horrible day for the two as they had no sleep but had to go to an interview.
Jimin had told the other member about the way Seokjin looked at him and Namjoon discussed about his conversation with Seokjin as well. All the members knew that they behaved somewhat different than they do in public but Seokjin was the worst change. They concluded that Seokjin changes when he is under stress and that the dorm is the only place that he can relieve himself. Jimin did his best to keep his hyung happy so that he would be able to avoid being looked at like that again.
"Jin hyung~!" Jungkook called out.
"Mm?" Seokjin mumbled from where he was sitting. The group was currently busy taking a photoshoot for their new album and Seokjin was sitting, waiting for his turn.
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