Stydia

Chapater 8

"Lydia I know when you lying" he knows me to well so I can never tell him a simple lie. "it's okay to tell me I'm here for you" as he says that it's warm my heart I can't stand this anymore! I put my arms around him and jump a little to wrap my legs around him. He looks at me confused "Lydia what are..." before he could finish off I kissed him. It took him a couple seconds to kiss back he was pretty shocked.

And so I was I I couldn't believe I was during this. His been ignoring me and I just throw my self on him. I feel stupid. I slowly pull away and look in his eyes all I see is guilt probably for Malia.

"You should probably go ." I say I didn't know what to do I felt stupid and I wanted to be alone.

"Your right, I'll see you tomorrow." stiles said. I was hoping he would protest and tell me no that he wanted to stay but that didn't happen. I walk him downstairs.

"Do you want something to eat before you go?" I asked Im hoping he says yes because I want to send more time with him.

"No it's okay I have plans in a little bit." stiles said. I know am going to regret asking this.

"With who" I asked right when I asked I regret it

"With Malia" he says with guilt and looking down

"Oh okay well bye" I says and walk him to the door and grab my phone. I call Allison even though I know she won't pick up.

"Hey this is Allison I'm sorry I can't come to the phone right now but please leave a message and I'll get back to you later " I listen to her voice wishing it was here with me I miss her so much I always call her and talk to her cause I can't except that she's gone.

"Hey Allison, it's Lydia your best friend I hope you haven't forgot about me cause I will never forget you. I just wished you could be here so much is happening and I have no one. You were the first person I would talk to about anything and now your gone. I wanted to talk about stiles. It's kinda ironic actually I'm starting to fall in love with his smile as his forgets about me. I wish you were here to help me but you are here in my heart and you will always be there forever I love you forever and always your best friend lydia" with that I hang up the phone crying.

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The next day in school

Lacrosse tryouts are today I went to show my support for the guys and all.
All the guys were running around the field and I heard coach calling them pathetic and stuff. Gotta love coach. Stiles looked like he was going to pass out and Scott was holding him up. Scott such a good friend to stiles the best and I need my best friend right now I needed a friend. I knew if we were here she'll probably be yelling go Scott like she used to do. I started crying a little bit but got over it because Stiles was looking at worried. I just smiled. I was sitting at the top of the belches cause I didn't want to bring my self to much attention. Then I noticed a lacrosse ball heading my way and it hit me right in the forehead and I fell back and landed on the ground but I landed on some lacrosse bags. Everything started to go dark.