Stydia

Chapater 36

Lydia's P.O.V
I start running down the road everything was overwhelming I didn't want to look back. I felt bad I just hurt this boy I don't even know. I didn't even mean to. Should I go back I thought to myself . Just as I was about to go back a cop car pulled beside me.

"Need a ride" the cop said

"I don't even know who you are." I said this guy was cute looked about his early 20s.

"I'm Jordon Parrish come on Lydia I'll just you home." I just nod and got in.

The car ride was short. We arrived at my house and he walked me to my door.

"So are you doing anything later?" Jordon asked

"Not that I know of." I said with a shy smile.

"Well can I take you out to dinner at 7?" He asks and I just remember what happen earlier. But I don't want to be worried I want to have fun and live my life.

"Okay yeah sure." I smile

"Okay I'll pick you up at around 6:30" Jordan said

"Okay thanks for the ride see you soon." I say and close my door.

Time went by fast and he came and picked me up. We went to a small little dining place.

"You look beautiful, Lydia." Jordan tells me and I smile at him. I can't help but feel as if it wasn't right I didn't feel good sitting with him here. I mean his a nice guy but it doesn't feel right. when I hung out with stiles earlier it felt right but it felt too strong and it scared me so I ran. Now I feel stupid because I just ran away from something earlier that might be real and now I'm here with Jordan.

"This is awkward isn't?" I asked and he laughed

"Yeah a little" he said smiling

"Maybe we should just hang out as friends from now on?" I question not really knowing want to do.

"Yeah." he said. For the next hour or so we just talk as friend it was nice I told him about how I forgot everything about me and my memory and I even told he about stiles.

"How do you feel about him?" He asked

" I just I don't know I feel like I have a strong connection towards him and I just think it's to good to be true. He makes me feel good I just can remember." I say and he smiles a me.

"Look Lydia I probably have know you for a short time but I know that you and Stiles had something real you guys were in love and you guys probably still are. You probably don't realize it right now but you love him." he said and it shock me.

"I just I don't know what to do." I said putting my face in my hands

"Well I'll tell you what to do" he says and I look up at him "I'm going to drive you to his house and your going to have a serious conversation with him. Tell him how you feel he loves you don't doubt that." I smile at him

"Okay" I say but I guess he was caught in the moment or something because he leaned in and kissed me. I froze and took me a sec to realize what was happening. I kissed him back but what the hell was he doing he was helping me with my stiles situation and then he kissed me. I pull back surprised written all over my face.

"Why did you do that?" I said mad. Then I turn to see what his looking at and my attention turns to the door to see Stiles.