I honestly don't even know why I decided to take a walk today. I never go out before, like ever. I never really do anything in my life so far, I just do the normal stuff. So why did I decide to ta--!
"Sorry."
"Nah, it's okay."
Great.
I should've stayed home. That guy's the one who bumped into me and yet I have to apologize. I don't even know why I'm here in this park anyway. There's way too many people here. Also, way too many screaming kids.
I probably should head home right now.
But heading home now is just going to make the situation even worse then what it actually is. People might think that I'm from a broken family, when the truth is my family is fine.
It's just me.
I'm the one who's ruining everything. My own head is ruining me. It's kinda tiring to go through everyday fighting your own brain.
Oh, look. A chair. Also with a nice view. Nice.
*sigh*
It's not like I don't have friends. I ha--! Well there are only 6 people who I actually consider friends. The others are just fRiEnDs. Even though I have those 6 people in my life, it's not like I can tell them stuff that are going on in my head right now. You might think I'm crazy, but to me, you will never really know how close you are to someone.
I could stand here talking to someone and call A my best friend, but are they really? What if they're talking about me behind my back? How would I know? Unless I have the superpower of Professor X.
Wait, what if someone like Professor X actually exist? Wouldn't that be cool. Is anyone even a real human tho? Besides what is human? What is the purpo--!
Oh.
It's raining.
Guess I kinda got carried away there. Wait, it's 5.00 pm already?
I should be heading home now.
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What Perfect Life?
RandomThis is a story of a teenager who's life is okay and yet she still falls into sadness. Guess not all sadness are caused by abuse. This story pov is the character's mind. Hope you enjoy the story! I know this is weird. This is my first time writing. ...
