The One

friday

I was supposed to be at m prom to night  but instead I had come up with an idea for ash a ME. But the problem was ash still had no clue that ..I LOVED HIM. I hopped that he was ok and I prayed to God to give me the strengths yo go on and to make sure Ashton made it through the cancer,But everyday it seemed to get worst and worst and then the thought “HES GONE" kept rushing throughout my mind! Everyday I wanted to just open my body and give Ashton my lungs so his pain would soon be mine because I just hated to see him lying there dying making my heartbreak every time I saw a doctor enter his room or several nurses and doctors to see what the problem is! So then my idea is that I will go to prom just not in school. I will have my make up done and my hair and nails done . Then I will get my dress on and I will go to the hospital to see Ashton.

7:30pm Prom

I had just got my dress on and was ready to leave for the hospital when directives a text off cate that read“ are you ok to go with the plan" “yeah it will be a memories of time" So we got to the hospital and I sat down for a small moment before I entered Ashton's ward.

8:15pm

“Are you ready to go in hunny?" asked Ashton's mum. “Yeah" so I pulled My self up and and walked over to the window of the ward door before he noticed. Then I walked in throughout the door. Ashton's face lit up like a light bulb when he set his eyes on me.“WOW you look absolutely beautiful and I can't BELIVE I'm saying this but I think I .... I think I ... ermm... I think I love you!" FINALLY THE SECRETS THAT I HAVE HIDDEN FROM ASHTON FINALLY BE REVELED! I CAN FINALLY SAY “ Ashton I love you to , I have always loved you science I layed my eyes on you and I don't wanna lose you!. But then Ashton suddenly began to shake,his eyes began to shut,his heart monitor racing like the beat of my heart!“HELP,HELP SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP HIM HE'S GONNA DIE AND I LOVE HIM!! " Ashton's mum ran In with tears down her face I gave Ashton a Kiss on the lips and said “ Ashton don't forget me when you reach the new world,wait for me and I shall come!" He then whispered in my ear“ Olivia how can I ever forget the feeling of your love, it gave me the strength to go on and forget about this stupid cancer , your love gave me amnesia to forget about the stupid little things!-from 5 seconds of summers song amnesia- that night Ashton passed away and I cried for hours,days,weeks,months until I reaturned to were I belonged ................ Ashton's heart.