hey guys! just wanna clear something up: i'm gonna be taking a break for at least a week. i'm going into a state where i don't feel happy or i'm not up to doing anything anymore. also, i'm having problems with my family and i keep having meltdowns til like 1 AM. but u don't have to worry about me, i'll talk to my parents, even though i wish they would just disown me lol, and see if i need help.
the only time i've been legitimately happy in the past month was yesterday, because 1. billie eilish came out with her new song, and 2. mason was streaming w/ jay yesterday and he kept noticing my comments. i even said something that they both laughed at and called me a "fuckin legend". also i said something else that they both laughed at again and that actually made me happy.
anyways, i'll be back soon hopefully. i just need a break from this or any social media platform atm.
tysm for 800 reads. be back soon.
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