Gabriel's POV
I'm in the bathroom of my motel room. The same motel that the others are at. My door is locked , the bathroom and the one to the main room of my room. I'm sitting in the bathroom. Angel Blade in my left , I make small not deep cuts. I didn't want to do that to Sammy , I didn't want to to hurt Lucifer. I didn't want to hurt anyone. I start sobbing and calling myself and idiot , a dumbass , then I hear my door break down. I jump at the sudden sound , and hide the blade in the sink.
" GABE?! GABE WHERE ARE YOU?! ARE YOU OK?! YOU HAVEN'T ANSWERED MY TEXTS OR CALLS!" Lucifer says. Lucifer my brother , one of the people I didn't want to hurt. I then see my bathroom door break down as well , I also see Lucifers eyes widen and him kneel down to me.
" GABE WHAT THE HELL?!" He yells tears streaming down his face.
" I-I hurt you and Sam. I didn't want to hurt you. It was only supposed to be something small. I'm sorry. I know I'm a useless shit head. " I say as I start sobbing , then I fell something soft. I look down to see Lucifer wrapping my right wrist in bandages , and I hear Dean running in.
" Is he ok!?" Dean asks yelling.
" HE FUCKING CUT HIMSELF!" Lucifer yells.
" Sam and Cass are sleeping. So quiet. Ok? Go make sure they don't wake up" Dean says quietly as Lucifer nods and runs back to their motel room.
" Gabe why did you do this?" Dean asks.
" I hurt them Dean....I hurt them. I'm a useless asshole. The dumbest most useless person here." I say as Dean finishes wrapping my wrist.
" Don't you dare say that. Understand? Now. I'm gonna clean the blade. Sit here and don't move. " Dean says as he starts washing the blade make sure to clean the sink and floor of blood. I then start to doze off. Tonight was horrible so I wanted to sleep. Before I fall asleep fully I feel Dean pick me up and carry my to his room and sit me on the couch. Then I fall asleep.
I wake up to a crying Sammy.
" I'M SUCH AN IDIOT! THIS WOULDN'T HAVE HAPPENED IF I WASN'T SUCH A DUMBASS!" I hear him saying through sobs. I sit up partially, then I hear some gasps from Cas and Sammy.
" YOU'RE OK!" Sam and Cas yell at the same time. They run over to me. Sam scolding me for doing that , and Cas just crying and hugging me.
" I-I t-thought you weren't to wake up!" Cas says through sobs like Sam was. They then let go of me. I earn a glare for a split second then a smile from Dean.
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