Camila/You Bad Romance

I Mean It

Y/n pov

I've been talking to Camila for a while. I texted Brian and told him I would be sleeping in the girls bus. I was surprised Camila was listening to me and letting me get my feelings out there, last time I checked she didn't want anything to do with me. Then again that's in her character, she's a kind hearted, pure, nice, special soul.

I talked to her about me and Isabelle's relationship with each other from the past til now and how she was seeing both me and Angel. How Angel knew about Michael since he was born and paid her to stay away.

We talked a lot and we went into her bunk so we could talk more where she let me continue talking about Isabelle and I. I know she didn't want to hear about it, but she didn't stop me once.

I even told her how we been having sex all week and how tonight she told me she never loved me.  I didn't tell her everything about us, like the killings we all committed way in the past, that's something I'm never going to do.

"Wow. So she just came and revealed you two have a child together and caused all these problems with you and your brother" she said as we were now in her bunk.

I was laying on my stomach with my arm around her body and my head laying on her chest as she was running her fingers through my hair that she knew soothed me.

"And your brother sprung on you my age and told you, you'll go to jail for being with me, so technically you did the right thing and broke up with me" she said and I sighed. "I don't know what I would've done if I got you locked up"

"It wasn't right, I told you forever then broke up with you" I told her.

"Yeah you did, but it's understandable" she said.

"I hate him for what he done" I said being serious.

"You don't mean that Y/n he's still your brother" she said.

"I know but he hid my child from me, and I hurt you because of him" I said now looking up at her.

"I know you're sorry. Look on the bright side, you have a handsome baby boy" she said and we both smiled.

"I'm sorry for lying to you about him" I said honestly.

"I sort of knew he was yours anyways" I gave her a confused look. "I mean he has your complexion, your laugh, and your smile. And considering I know about your condition it was easy to put one and two together"

I laughed and she smiled.

"Thank you for letting me talk your head off about my problems" I said with my head bowed.

"Whenever you need me, I'll be there" she said and kissed the tip of my head.

"So what are you gonna do over break" I asked her.

"Be home with my family" she said and I nodded. "You?"

"I had a plan but I have to change it and add Michael to it now" I told her. "Can I visit you?"

"Why would you" she asked and I had a feeling she didn't want me to so I was a little sad.

"Nothing just forget it" I said with a smile.

"What" she asked and I shook my head and I laid my head back down on her chest. "I didn't mean to say it like that, it's just we're not together anymore"

I listened to her, I know I made a mistake I just want us back together.

"I know" I said into her chest. "I know"

Next thing I know I fell asleep with Camila's hands playing in my hair.

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