"Macie! please just listen to me!"
"NO! I am not going to homeschooling! Louis would know something was up if I did that. I'll think about it AFTER the baby. but not now... I can't now." I say tears streaming down my face.
she nods silently at me. I walk away.. letting my shoulders drop. "thank you" I say to her. I get in my car late for school. as I drive I wipe away tears trying to look presentable. but I have been quite emotional the past week. obviously the pregnancy. I rub my stomach and smile. as I arrive I pull into my parking spot. I pull down the mirror and look at my face. its puffy and red and stained with small tears. I sigh and turn my head. I see a bunch of photos that were stuck in the mirror I used to pull down and look at. I try to hold back the tears but eventually I let them fall. there's a picture of us kissing. of us at a skating rink and him holding me up. us sleeping on the couch together. us cuddling on the bed. I sigh as I look at the last one. I was pent up against him holding his neck and he holds my waist and is whispering things I could never repeat into my ear. I smile as I cry harder. suddenly a sobbing mess I throw the pictures in the passenger side and put my head in my hands and my knees up to my chest. oh god I miss him. I reaaally miss him.
I turn my head and see him standing there with his friends. I look down trying not to be noticed but I can feel him looking at me. I turn my head and look at him. tears still streaming down my face I turn away from him. I let out a shaky breath as I get out of the car. he eyes me all the way until I am out of his sight. I go to the washroom and wash my face trying to make it fast so no one comes in and bothers me. I rush out of the restroom but am met with him at the door. I swallow hard and look at him backing up a little. say something you speechless dewb! say anything!
"hi marce."
I swallow and breath hard at my old nick name for him.
"hi Lou."
"you alright?"
I nod trying to smile "just been a hard couple weeks is all."
he nods "yea me too." I see his eyes glisten in tears as if he could cry right now. I walk away but he grabs my arm "marce wait." I turn around and look at him. he let's go and looks down at his feet. I continue to walk away making my way to my first class....
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All Your Little Things(mpreg & Larcel stylinson)
FanfictionWe fell in love... Then we broke up.... When I got that postitive sign... I couldn't ruin his life the way mine now was... so instead of telling him... I'll hide it from him... but as I grow it gets harder and harder to hide.. until... everythi...