MASO X SADIST aka One Shot At Love

He's BLUNT,

He's UNCARING

He's ARROGANT and he doesn't give a damn about my feelings...

But, I love him.. in fact I dated him, I dated this Ill-mannered guy!

Our relationship wasn't because of LOVE -- definitely NOT! It was because of a TITLE, my TITLE.. 

and yet, I let him get away with it..

FOOLISH Right? I know. yet, I handled the agony.

did he care? NO.

did he bother to comfort me? NO.

did he know I was hurt?

YES. Right from the beginning he knew..

He broke my heart again, he keeps on doing that a lot of times, that I lost count...

I still love him though, but I stopped showing it..

NOT because I'm SCARED, not because I'm WEAK,

but because I had in NO position of doing so..

QUESTiONS filled my mind,

does he cry when I cry?

does he feel even a twang of guilt for making me such a fool?

does he in someway think of me?

did I ever cross his mind?

or was I that unworthy of his time?

How Long do I have to continue being like this? How much more will I gamble for his Love?

-- There are questions that have answers. and answers that have nothing to do with the questions..

AN : Enjoy reaing! :))