9:08 PM | 7/19/2018
I don't know why, but you know that feeling in your chest, when everything just feels off? Like you heart is shaking.... waiting for something, I guess it's my anxiety but I don't know. I think I'm gonna chill for a few hours, but I have a few things too do before then, but for now I'm eating, and I'm just feeling miserable.. Thanks for listening, if there is anyone reading this....
I'm trying to eat healthy. I'm eating over 3K calories a day and everyone says I'm small, I'm fine, but what happens if I'm no so small after a few years? So, I have a small constant fear of what might happen.... today I'm at 2,800.... four hundred over what would be a max amount but this is my lowest in a month. So I guess I'm happy, but I know it's not enough.... I couldn't find my laptop charger and I was going too use my step fathers hot spot but if my laptops dead that's a problem.... I have data it's just I have too limit myself since I share with my dad, oh - forgot too mention but my mums house doesn't have Wi-Fi. So I can't chill and scroll without a worry. So, listening too music and watching cheesy movies is what I'm going too do after I'm done.
This is basically me being spoiled now, hm? I guess I should be happy I have parents who try their best, but maybe I'm just a hassle on them....
Goodnight.
Good morning.
Good afternoon.
Good noon.
Be safe, and thank you for listening.
YOU ARE READING
I'm feeling useless, let's try too let loose
AcakWhen ever I get the late night munchies- like now, actually- or I'm feeling super depressed, I'm going too rant, alright...? Look, I'm sorry; read whatever, say whatever, do whatever. As long as you're not insulting anyone other than me and my self...
