THE EDGE (ManxMan)

Chapter 5.

>Picture of Anna Kendrick who will play Hannah Pattison.

After the things that have happened yesterday, I just couldn't fall asleep at all, even after having the whole bottle of wine to myself. You see, were-beings have a higher alcohol tolerance, it also takes us higher doses of painkillers and such, but we heal quicker than humans and we're at a lower risk of health caused deaths. However, if I was going to compare myself to others, I can say that I'm a lightweight.

It's a good thing, and a bad thing at the same time. It takes me about 5-7 bottles of wine to get drunk and if I was drinking something stronger like Vodka, around two bottles on its own and I am gone.

But, I was still a lightweight upon the werewolf standards of drinking. Sadly, we didn't have anything like that and only wine, but that stuff is expensive since I only like one type of wine and knowing that I have a child right now, I couldn't put myself in that state.

The whole thing still replayed in my mind, the fact that Felix is now engaged to a woman, that my child is going to grow up without a full family, that my parents want me to get married so I could finally take over the pack so my father could retire already, the fact that my whole pack wants me to guide them in whatever direction we're supposed to go.

There are many new people that have joined our pack and I still need to meet them. Apparently many female wolves have given birth to healthy babies and I am really happy for them. There hasn't been a male wolf who has given birth yet, but hopefully there will be so I won't be alone in this. That reminds me, I need to email Nathen and ask him how he's doing with his little wolf.

On the last day that I saw him, Beau and Trevor couldn't get enough of one another and Trevor even cried, saying that he will see him one day and that they will always be best friends. It broke Nathen's heart that I had to go, but he knew it was finally the time for me to show myself and not to worry anyone even more. Plus, I wanted to know how Felix is doing and the curiosity just got the best of me.

''Papa, I'm hungry.'' someone said softly and then yawned, putting their head on my chest and one of their arms on my waist. I opened one eye and looked down on a child with a massive black bed head. I smiled, playing with his hair with my right hand as my left one brushed his back.

''What time is it?'' I asked, my voice sounded croaky and like I needed to drink something. I'm not surprised since I fell asleep crying, thank god I didn't wake my little angel up or him seeing me like this would break my heart even more.

''I dunno, but Papaaaa, I'm hungry.'' he whined, putting his hands on my chest and his chin on top of it, pouting. I laughed at him.

''Okay okay, what would you like to eat then?'' I asked him and a massive smile spread across his face.

''Bacon!'' he exclaimed, nearly making me deaf with the high pitch of his voice. I chuckled once more and ran my hands across my face, yawning. I got a hold of my phone which was on the dark brown coffee table and checked the time. 12pm. I guess we were both really tired yesterday.

''Hm..how about I'll take you out for a brunch, before painting the house? I might ask Nathen if he would like to skype, you could talk to Trevor for a bit. '' he nodded like his life depended on it and looked at me with those turquoise eyes of his, how could a child have such massive and beautiful eyes?

I will never know; I nor Felix had such eyes. They had bits of blue in them whenever the sun shone on his face and when it was time for the cold season, his eyes would go emerald. 

''Okay, time to get ready then.'' I said and took his little body with my hands, standing up and holding him like a sack of potatoes. My stomach grumbled.