"CJ." I said. He ignored me continuing to talk to Tati.
"CJ." Ignored.
"CJ!" I yelled causing his head to snap towards mine.
"What The Fuck You Want TI!? I have nothing to say to you! So Get The Hell Up Out My Dorm!" He yelled making me jump. Tati stared at him wide eyes as did i. His nostrils flared and his eyes weren't the normal soft brown. They were dark with a little red. The vein in his fore head and neck popped as he clenched his fist.
"You Know What FUCK YOU CJ! I am SO done with you! I was tryna fix shit but your bitch ass doesn't want to! Fuck off you Self Centered Cocky Ass Bitch!" I yelled as tears threatened to spill. I walk towards the door but Carter grabbed my elbow turning me around.
"Chill the fuck out. I'm not playing." He said through gritted teeth. I snatched away.
"Fuck you Carter. Punk Ass Bitch." I spat at him. He shoved me hard as hell causing my back to hit the wall with a thud. I groaned in pain.
"I said chill out." He said again. I slapped him then punched him in his chest. He snarled grabbing me by my throat lifting me off the ground. My feet swung wildly as my fingers scratched at his hand that had a tight grip around my neck. Tears spilled from my eyes.
"CJ CHill out. Let her go." Tati's voice was faint as she tried to get Cj off my neck. Even Mckenzie tried to get him off. I gave up trying. I stared in his eyes and for thr first time of my life, I feared Him. I blinked lazily as i stared into his eyes waiting for him to let go. I was close to death. My hands flew to his hand trying to get him off lazily as i slipped in and out of concious.
"L-Let G-Go." I managed to get out faintly. He released my neck making me hit the floor. I stared at Mckenzie who shook me and called my name. Tati cursed at CJ Who stared at me angrily with his fists still clenched.
"We gotta get her to the hospital before she dies." Mckenzie yelled frantically. Thats all i remember before the sea of darkness took over my sight.
3 Weeks Later...
I remember what happened at CJ's last week. It was scary for me. I sat on the edge of my hospital bed staring at my flesh. I looked terrilble. My wild curls were all over, My skin was pale, And that ugly ass hospital gown.I looked... Dead. I looked over to the left of my hospital bed where CJ was.
He sat in the chair next to my bed with his head in his hands crying his heart out. He'd stopped but oonce he'd look at me it would start all over again. All the bears, Flowers, Cards, He bought it. He barely left. He went home to take of his hygiene and get something to eat. He looked up and the bags. under his eyes were clearly visible. He hadn't slept at all. He'd stare at my the whole time. He'd get maybe 2 hours of sleep everyday. That was it. This is all i've done for 3 weeks.
Mckenzie comes by once a week. I really misjudged her. I guess since she was going with my crush, I didn't like her. Tati was here the first week, But she stopped coming because it was still Basketball Season. I wonder if CJ is still on the team. I am pissed off to the highest level of pistivity at him. The first week i kept trying to fight him, But all my hand did was pass through his skin. I hate CJ, If i could i would beat the shit outtah him. I will NEVER forgive him.I'm not dead, I'm just outtah my body.
The Bright. stunning light in the corner of the room caught my eye. I walked over to it when i heard a voice.
"My Dear Child. You don't hate him. And if you don't forgive him, For his mistakes, How can i forgive you?" I realized i was talking to god the moment he said that.
