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1 Week Later
Tia POV
I sat in my hospital bed watching the newest epidsode of Bring It. Them Little Girls Can Dance! CJ had started going back to practice and i had been lonely. I haven't seen him in 2 days. I tried calling him but he always busy. He seems guilty.
I shrugged off my thoughts engaging back in the Episode. As sson as the credits began my door opened.
Thinking it was a nurse i continued to watch TV but when no one came to the bed to check my vitals i looked up. CJ stood there holding McKenzie's hands. He bit his bottom lip nervously as i stared at the entwined hands. McKenzie didn't know how i felt about CJ so i didn't blame her.
We were actually cool now. She gave me her number and we texted frequently. I blamed CJ because i confessed my feelings to him. I ignored him and smiled at McKenzie as she approached my bed smiling. We hugged.
"Sorry i ain't text back. My phone died but my nurse told me i couldn't charge it and i had to eat." I frowned. She chuckled.
CJ didn't say nothing. This the reason he been avoiding me. It's cool. When i get out the hospital i'm getting me a boyfriend. I swear on everything. CJ not gone do right by me Or McKenzie. She so head over heels for him she don't even care. If i was her i would've been cut his dick off.
"Well i wanted to come and see you. I had to Drag CJ here because he said he didn't want to bother you and he was so sure that you wouldn't want to talk to him." I raised my eyebrows as he looked down.
"Sadly he was right." I said laughing shaking my head. McKenzie frowned.
"He's been avoiding you hasn't he?" She asked. I shrugged.
"I guess you can say that." I said.
"I thought so myself because i've been asking to come and see you, He would have a excuse, And when you called he would always say he busy. Even if he was watching TV or staring at a wall." She said scrunching her eyebrows together.
"Get out." I say out loud. McKenzie sighed walking to the door but i grabbed her arm.
"Not You, Him." I say. She looked at me then CJ.
"You don't have to stay long just for a little bit. I'm not making you choose." I said. CJ sighed.
"It's Cool, I'll be in the car." He said leaving out.I shook my head.
"I wonder why your best friend would do some shit like that?" She questioned out loud. Even though i knew the answer i ignored the fact i wanted to say it.
"Me to, But uh, Why do you always get back with CJ after he does you Wrong?" I asked. She looked at me surprised. She sighed looking down.
"I love him to death. I know we all say 'i don't care how much i love him, if he cheat or hit me' He never did 'or yah yah yah I'm leavinghis ass.' But it's different then when you're in the actual situation. Being without the person that brings the real you out. Or the person that brightenss they day just by standing there. The person that makes you blush, laugh, or smile without even trying. The person you can't be without. It's damn near impossible. You love that person so much you keep giving them chances saying they'll change. They'll change. He doesn't. But my love for him is so strong even through all the bull shit i stay or go back. I don't know why i just don't let him go. I want to but i can't. I need him. I love him." She said as tears ran down her face. Now i get why people do what they do.
