Forever

Next day

I woke up with Elijah's arm caressing my bare side. I looked at the time. "Fuck I am so dead when I get home!" I said.

"Thats one way to wake up." Elijah joked. I got up and put my shirt on. "Stay here for the d-" There was an entire argument going on in my head. So much yelling. I fell and covered my ears. "Clara!" he went over and pulled me to his chest.

"It hurts." I whispered.

"I know just imagine its not there." he said. I tried so hard. Then I couldn't hear them anymore. "Skip school today." he said.

"But-"

"Please?" I kissed his jaw.

"Fine. But if I get in trouble it's you fault."

"You can't get in trouble you are mature, and smart, and beautiful" he said.

"Mature? Have you met me? I still want to play. I could never be mature." I said.

"That's not what Maturity usually is... have you looked in the mirror lately?" he asked. I went to his bathroom and saw I looked more... Adultish... I was the same size but my hair was brighter and I had more pronounced curves and other stuff. "Get it?" he asked.

"Nope!" I said cheerful.

"You personality defiantly hasn't changed."

"Just you wait Elijah. I will get you to play." She said.

"I Haven't played for years." I said.

"Then whats the point of being Alpha if you doing play? Your supposed to interact with your-" he cut me off.

"I'm afraid I'll lose."

"Thats all? It's not like its a life or death thing." I looked down remembering I had killed three wolves.

"Babe whats wrong?"

"I have killed before."

"What? When?"

"I w- I can't talk about this." I said leaving.

"Clara!" He called.

"I was seven." I cried. "I watched my brother die for his mate and I was with her for two years then she died on my ninth birthday and I was on my own for a year and a half. I met Augustus when he was on the verge of dying and I healed him. I have been with them for years. This is why am afraid of... Us." I said. Tears went out of my eyes.

"What happened to cause all of that?" he asked.

"You want the entire story?" I asked. He nodded.

"I need to sit down for that shit" I said. We went to his room again and I sat on his bed.

"Well I was with my brother and his mate. They were married and I was like best friends with his mate. I was pretty smart for my age. Well the we started getting messages in our mind about an intruder clan and they were attacking our clan. I transformed along with any other wolf and my brother told me to stay behind him with his mate. Well they eventually found us and... my brother was attacked by three wolves. He was fucked and he knew it. He didn't let them touch a single hair on us. That led to... his death. Lilian was his mates name and she was dying inside because her mate was dead so I had to face three wolves myself. They were laughing because I was a cub. Still am. Well after one of them was dead... I was sure I was going to die but I ripped the second wolves throat out. He bled to death and I was left with one wolf. He ran off. I left Lilian there for what seemed like forever and found my d-dad. He was close to d- death. I ran over to him and he told me to kick their asses. He used my real name that... I don't tell anyone. But I don't go by my name because my dad's last words. I took the dagger that was in my dad and kept it. Well when I looked up from my dad I saw the leader laughing. I was sure to kill him. Still am. He walked away leaving me. I ran back to where I was with Lilian and she was fighting. I jumped on top of the wolf and slit his throat slowly. Lilian would've died if I didn't get there. She was bit. I healed it and we escaped and we survived two years till they found us again. They killed her and made me suffer. That was my ninth birthday and a year and a half later I found Angelo in the woods. He was eleven. He didn't know worth a damn what he was doing. He was picking poisonous berries. He led me to his brother when I told him I could heal people. His brother's name was Augustus. He was badly damaged. He was thirteen years old. While Augustus was asleep Angelo and I talked and when he awoke he asked me why I was alone. I told him about the Warrior clan. Man he knew exactly what I had been through." I said. "He was like my brother. Sacrificing himself for someone. Augustus sacrificed himself for his brother. Angelo doesn't know a thing about the Warrior clan except that we have to stay away from them." I said.