Forever

Love Requires Argument

I read more and more information getting more antsy to figure out ow to destroy Damian. Chantelle and Jackson were worried about me. Morgan came over ever morning and brought muffins or bread of some sort. And every evening Elijah brought over dinner. I stopped eating after awhile and locked myself in my room. I had maps everywhere and pictures and letters posted everywhere in my room. I was dying with withdrawls from Elijah. I couldnt imagine what he was going through. "Baby?" Elijah asked knocking on the door. I tried to ignore him. "Baby come on open the door" I didnt even realize how much i missed him till the door opened without my hand moving. He was surprised of what my room looked like I put a spell up to hide all of it. "You look terrible." he said."Have you even been eating?"

I just looked at him which answered his question.

"Come Here." he said and i pracically ran to him. I felt all weakness go away and i felt him relax. I kissed him.

"I've missed you." i said.

"I've missed you too." he said and kissed my head. "Your obssessed with trying to kill him sweetheart, you need to take a break."

"I can't. I have to kill him." I said.

"and you will, a break isnt going to destroy everything." he said.

"How long of a break are you talking about?"

"A day." he said.

"An hour." i said.

"Half a day."

"Two hours."

"A fourth?"

"Deal." I said.

"Well you take a shower and then we can go on a date."

"I want to stay here." I said.

"You have been locked up in here for days." he said. "You need to go out."

"no." i said.

"I'll drag you into the shower and carry you out if i have to." he said. My heart sped up and i knew he knew it.

"I guess you'll have to." I said. He wasted no time and drug me into the bathroom and took off my shirt and shorts. He turned on the water abd got in with me. I didn't stop him. He caught me staring at me as he washed me. I looked away and he made me look back at him. I didn't look at his eyes. He finished washing me and called Morgan and she got me clothes. I sighed and put on the new undergarments and then saw what else she got me. A black dress that had the side cut out. I put black spandex on as well. I was tiny now. I had shrunk down in sizes. She did my makeup and told me jokes and I smiled lightly.

"Its good to see you smile again." she said.

"Well don't tell anyone they may think your crazy." i said. She didnt laugh.

"Clara you need to eat and sleep and shower and have fun. It's changed you."

"I'm sorry I don't like reliving my past." i argued stepping away from her.

"Clara..."

"You have no idea what it's like." i said.

"Your clan has little to rare magic, i am sure as hell that you don't have it. You havent had to watch everyone die in front of you. Shit you havent even lost a brother. But i know one thing you have lost Morgan."

"What?" she asked emotional.

"You have lost me." i said and walked out.

"Clara?" Augustus asked.

"Sure lecture me." I said. "Or go in there and see if she is okay, i dont care either way."

"Clara.." He was about to grab my arm

"Don't!" Peter stopped him because he knew i would hurt him.

"No," Augustus said. "she should know how worried i have been and everyone else." he said. "And how i took all the bruises to keep Elijah out of it."

"You did what?"

"Elijah tried to come up there everyday, I stopped him everytime and Morgan had to take him home everynight."

Tears found my eyes. "I have to kill Damian. I have to."

"YOU DON"T HAVE TO LOCK YOURSELF UP THERE, CLARA. YOU CAN TAKE BREAKS AND SEE WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON!" he yelled.

"I'm sorry! OKAY?" i yelled back and more tears found my eyes. The argument continued in our heads.

"Why did you shut everyone out?"

"Because i had to!"

"No you didnt, we could have helped."

"It's not your choice and it isn't your clan Augustus!'

"your really are pissing me off." he said.

"YOUR PISSING ME OFF!"

"Your the one who shut everyone out!"

"I did it for the good of my clan!"

"I am part of your clan, Clara!"

Elijah came back in.

"You know what, Clara? Fine have your way, I am so done trying to please you." Augustus said and walked into my room to see if Morgan was okay.

"You okay?" Elijah asked. I shook me head and tears found me. He craddled me and I tried to push him away. When i had failed i gave in and started to ball.