A Different Kind Of Jariana Story

Chapter 36: Tired

Hi my loves 👋, I've missed you. Haven't been able to update, I've been away so much. I couldn't do it any longer I had to update hope you enjoy. Btw I've officially decided what the sequel will be about. Okay back to the chapter.

Ariana's POV

I started breathing really heavy trying to keep calm. I walked back into Frankie's house and whispered to Justin. " Im tired can we go"

" Sure babe, anything" he responded back. I waved goodbye to everyone and we left.

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We shortly arrived home and Justin walked me inside. " Crap I left my phone at Frankie's. I'll be right back and get it" he said. I nodded as made my way upstairs. I changed into my pajamas and sat on my bed throwing my head on the headboard. I just sat their thinking.

What's the point? Why am I here? Why is the universe out to get me? I'm depressed and tired. I want to be with my mother. Someone took my soul mate, my best friend, my provider, and now they want to take the love of my life. I do truly love Justin, and I might have to give him up- to keep my family safe. I'm fat, and I want this alien out of me. I picked up the nearest pillow, and threw it. My anger turned into tears- tears of anger. I just wanted to have a normal life. I needed someone else to talk to. I pulled out my phone and decided to text Teala.

Me: hey

Teala: hi bby girl what's up?

Me: So much, I need someone to talk to. I'm really stressed and depressed.

Teala: sure anytime, that's what friends are four. Starbucks? tomorrow at 3?

Me: sounds-

I texted before noticing Justin was back. But with more stuff than a phone.

Justin's POV

I really did stop at Frankie's because I left my phone but I also stopped at Baskin Robins to get Ariana her favorite flavor ice cream- cookie dough. I joined her on the bed and handed it to her. I could see a little smile starting to form.

"Thank you, I love you" she mouthed.

"I love you too" I said not mouthing it .

She smiled at me and I placed a warm soft kiss on her lips. I feel like me and Ariana haven't connected at all this week. The kiss was simple, but amazing. for their she snuggled under the covers and I changed into my pajamas and did the same.

*Middle Of The Night*

I got up because I had to pee. I walked to the bathroom and did my business. I came back out to hear light snores coming from Ariana. I got back into the bed and lifted up the covers. Ariana was sleep facing the side I face when I sleep.

A/N: that made sense it was just hard to word it.

I saw that her left arm was crossing over her right wrist. I lifted her hand and intertwined my fingers with her. I kissed her hand only to find little marks showing from the inside of her wrist. I turned her arm over and couldn't believe what I saw. I saw cuts multiple cutes on her wrist that looked deep and painful. I couldn't believe Ariana was cutting her self.

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Hey guys so these next three chapters might be short and boring because I'm trying to safe all the good stuff for the last chapter so the sequel will be good.

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