Nettie's journal: Sometimes when I have free time I wonder what life would be like without my brother. I do understand it's probably very selfish of me to think this but, I am now under the impression that it's just plainly natural for me to think this way. If my brother wasn't around things might be great. Yes, I understand that my brother is very good to me and is there for me always but I mean, if he wasn't here, I wouldn't need his help. I guess this is just a little bit selfish of me but, as I said before, it's just natural."
