I'm just a sucker for pain~Jaeden Martell x reader~

Hello

⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️
This chapter has some sensitive topics in it!!!!
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Y/n's POV

I walk out of Jae's room and over to my office after I close the door I get the new file that was recently placed on my desk and sit down in my rolling chair.

Name: Wyatt Oleff
Height: 5'7
Age: 15
Reason for admission: Multiple detentions in one week of school for hitting multiple people when asked why he says that he likes pain. Has self given scars from liking pain.

Jeez this kids really needs some serious help he will probably need meds for depression and I'll have to keep a close eye on him.

Knock knock

"Y/n? Your new patient is ready for you." One of the staff members says.
"Ok thank you."

I grab his room key and head over. Once I'm in front of his room I take a deep breath and prepare for how bad his scars will be and how he might act towards me. I walk in and see him with his hands and legs handcuffed to the table and his chair. He has somewhat long curly hair a strong looking jaw and a lot and I mean a lot of scars there's some on his arms, legs, one or two on his face, and I'm sure there's more under his clothes.

"Hello I'm y/n. I'm your "doctor" but I'm also your friend you can trust me. I'm going to help you get better so you can get outta here ok?"
I say sitting down trying to find his reaction.
"Yeah whatever, your not going to be able to help me have you seen me? I'm a freak and I'm not getting fixed. Just leave me alone, I rather rot in hear to wear I can't hurt anyone or myself instead of "getting fixed" and risking going back to this" he says motioning to himself. "Listen I want to help you, you deserve to get outta here and live your life. I'm going to start you on some medicine for depression and maybe anxiety so we can try to stop whatever is causing you to do this a-" I get cut off by him "I know why I do this" he says with a chuckle. "What why, why do you do it?" "Haha because, I'm just a sucker for pain" he says laughing. "Hey hey Wyatt look at me I'm going to help you so you don't like pain doesn't it hurt to cut and burn yourself all the time?" "No not really after a while I used to it, it's become an everyday task like how OCD people do things normal people wouldn't think twice about ten twenty third times before they can move on I just don't feel right if I'm not hurting myself or someone else I start to freak out and I have a panic attack. This isn't something you just fix with medication. Now if you would I would appreciate it if you would leave me alone." He said looking away from me. I look at my watch and see I was supposed to check on Jae 20 minutes ago it's really been two hours?! That's crazy. I walk out and put his keys back in the office and head to Jae's room.

Jae's POV (didn't see that one coming eh?)

After awhile of doing nothing I got out of bed and started working out I mean if I'm gonna possibly work here when I'm out I'm gonna have to be able to fight patients that are angry right? After doing 40 push ups (in sets not altogether crazies), 50 sit ups, high knees for two minutes straight, and 30 pull ups on a random bar I found when doing nothing earlier I was a little out of breathe so I drank some water from the water dispenser and checked the time 9:45 am. I have a little over fifteen minutes to breathe and look presentable again for when y/n checks in.

15 minutes pass...
Beep beep beep alright meds lets do this...
10 minutes pass...
5 minutes pass...

Jeez 15 minutes after when she's supposed to check in? I know she's with the new patient i heard him come in this mornings the reason I'm up he's so loud ugh.
I'm baaackkk hehe
Oh shit the medicine hasn't kicked in yet and you're here.
Hehe yeah and you know why I'm here? Because that girl isn't she doesn't care about you. She's probably sucking face with the new kid. She never really cared about you she was just saying that because it's her job. To worry about your sorry self.
I knew it was true but I couldn't help it I just started crying I couldn't control it. The fact that, that could be true I just started to cry so hard I didn't think I would stop.
See your a crybaby why would she what to work with you she probably doesn't even care about you getting-

"JAE IM SO SORRY" she said bursting through the door with a sorry face on her. Damn I'm pathetic I curled up in a ball laying on my bed crying. Maybe his right...
"Oh my gosh what's wrong Jae are you ok what happened?!" She said with concern. "H-h-he s-s-said you do-do-don't care about m-me" I said crying. "That's not true Jae the new patient was just talking my ear off about how much he likes hurting himself I didn't think he would be so in depth and I figured that you could handle it because your strong and your trying your hardest to get out of here to help others like you. You're a fighter Jae your amazing and you will beat him he will be gone don't listen to him." She said all this while sitting on my bed and putting my head in her lap. " I knew it w-wasn't true b-but the thought of losing you got to me" "that's good Jae your learning to fight back don't ever listen to him" "ok" did you take your medicine" she said looking at my medicine cabinet. "Yeah but about 5 minutes ago he came back because you weren't showing up and I guess my mind freaked" I said more calm. "Ok well next time I'm not back for a while just think how bored I am dealing with him because your... don't tell anyone but your my favorite patient" she says whispering the last part making me laugh. I sit up and hug her. "Thank you for everything I can't believe I've only been here for like two weeks and I'm doing so much better then I thought I would ever be." "Your welcome Jae. Hey do you want to help me with Wyatt we have to give him a special medicine for his issues" she says with hope. "Are you sure it's ok for me to do that?" I say not wanting to get moved out of her floor. "Yeah I asked and it'll help you get back to normal and plus when you start you'll already know what your doing" she said smiling. "Oh well if that's the case yes please" I say as we stand up and walk out of my room. We had over to the area that to me looks like a doctors office and remember my first day here I was completely different now I barely here the voice and I haven't been angry since that day... wow. She hands me two bottles and said to take 12 pills out of each. I do so and hand her the bottles, she puts them away and shows me how to put the pills in the cabinet shoot that goes to his room. I think that it's really cool that you just put them in the time slots and then they go straight to the room. "Oh by the way my father said that since your doing so well we aren't going to make you take 2 every 4 hours your only taking them every 6 hours which is 6 am, 12 pm, 6 pm, and 12 am if your ok with getting up in the middle of the night." She says as we walk to her office which is pretty empty but I'm sure she will fill it up fast because she's an amazing person. "This is my office pretty empty but I only have two patients so ya and that's a picture of my dog spaghetti even though I hate spaghetti haha anyways can you hand me that file it's Wyatt's." I hand her the file and just watch her man I really hope this thing works out haha.

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Wow I have a lot of free time this took like 2 1/2 hours and I have a 1465 word chapter do you like long or short chapters btw I'm drinking coffee and I'm 14 so I may update A LOT today on both of my books because I have a lot of time while we drive down to Florida.

-H