I'm just a sucker for pain~Jaeden Martell x reader~

Trust?

Jaeden's POV

As she stood me up I watched her and followed her out of my room. Why would she take me out of my room right after I tried to escape? Does she trust me? If she trusts me then I guess I have to trust her. As we made it down the hall I noticed all the other doors didn't have  folders in their slots.

"Am I your only patient?" I ask.

"Yeah you're my first patient that I have on my own. My parents said that after I get used to having someone to 'take care of' I can get more patients" she says.

I'm her first and only patient? I'm her top priority? She does care about me why else would she still be taking care of me after I slapped her? Maybe I do have a chance with her if I get out of here maybe if I stay on top of my game and be good in here and school afterwards I could work here and help her that would be wonderful. I've got to be good and get better... for y/n.

"This is the medical office as you know from earlier. It has bandages and medicine for you if you need some for like ADD or OCD or ADHD you know that kind of stuff. There is the stairs and elevator which even if you made to them you wouldn't have made it out because only officers and doctors aka me have the keys and they are fingerprint recognition so yeah. Making our way down the right side this is the wash room to which you can take showers wash your hands brush your teeth and use the restroom. And right next to it is our lunch room which isn't very big but it's just you and me for now so they only have one side opened up. And going back to the rooms we have the empty ones yours and mine. Mine is only my office I go home at night unless necessary. And that's all of our floor." She said leading me back into my room.

"Cool, so what do I have to do to get out of here?" I ask.

"Well first you need to stop being so violent. Then, we'll work on helping you get rid of those voices and by then I should have one or two other patients so we'll introduce you back to people other than me" she smiles.

"That sounds easy other than the voices" I say looking down.

You aren't getting rid of me you need me and you know it. She just wants you out of here and away from her.

"UGH SHUT UP"

"Jae?! What's wrong is it the voices? Don't listen to them, their wrong, if they say I don't care about you I do." She says with worry in her eyes.

Wait Jae don't shut me out you need help and I'll help you, you don't need her. Please Jae.

"Ugh shut up I don't need your help She is helping me more than you."

Fine but this isn't the last time you'll hear me you will come back for me I know it.

Then the headache stopped and the voices left. It worked, y/n helping me worked. I walked over to her and hugged her. She didn't hug back at first because she was probably shocked but she then hugged back and I started to cry that's the first time in the past 4 years I got them to shut up without listening to them. Maybe it will be easier than I thought.

"I'm proud of you Jae you've only been here for a few days and you're already stopping the voices and walking down the path of getting back to normal and out of here." She says looking at me with a smile. I smile back at her and remember my plan for after I'm out.

"Um speaking of getting out... do you think that I would be able to maybe work with you when I'm better again?" I say with hope in my eyes.

"I don't know Jae I'd have to ask my parents and I think that you'd have to be homeschooled because other wise you wouldn't be able to work here at least not how I do." She says. That means I have a chance. I smile with joy and kiss her on the cheek out of happiness. Oh shit I think I just ruined my shot at this.

"Jae..." she begins and then stops and smiles.
"Be careful of what you do, if my parents find out I won't be able to treat you anymore." She says with a wink.

"I'll be back tomorrow morning with some meds that they want to try on you nothing big but get some sleep ok? Goodnight Jae" she says walking out of my room.

"YES!" I say whisper yell punching my fist into the air. I lye down and fall asleep with ease for the first time in a longtime I know it'll get better.

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There you go sorry for not posting all month I had a lot going on at school with field trips, assemblies, and finals but schools out now and summer school starts up Tuesday so I won't have any homework because I'm going for P.E. and health and I'm going to Chicago for nationals for dance on like June 28- July 4 and I'm going on vacation sometime towards the end of July too so I'll update as much as possible. Love ya I'll work on updating my other book too!