Stuck In Bestfriend Zone!

Episode 1.

Aloha! First chapter you guys! Hope you like it! Don't judge me please it's my first and it's still being edited. Here it goes.

Episode 1.

It's a bad religion to be in love , with someone who could never love you. - Frank Ocean.

Jake Dashwood's the absolutely perfect guy i laid eyes on. I don't know what it is about him that just makes me all nervous inside when i see him maybe it's the way he smiles that you could probably see from miles away , or maybe it's just the way his bright piercing blue eyes that sparkle and shine , maybe it's how he runs his hands threw his brown soft hair and makes you want to run your hands threw it , maybe it's the way he talks that makes him sound like an angel that fallen from above and just got locked out of heaven , maybe it's his pink full lips that makes you wonder if their soft and smooth like they look , maybe it's the way he walks and stand that shows how proud and confident he actually is , maybe it's his body that looks like a damn A&F or Hollister lifeguard model and also makes you have a ZAYUMMM!! Moment when you see his body. What ever it is has me falling for him more and more each day i talk or see him. I just wish he could see me as just more than a 'Best Friend' and maybe as a 'Girlfriend' psh who am i kidding?! He would never see me as that instead he is all focus on that wanna be Barbie girl Kacy Jones. Don't get me wrong she is pretty well ...she is plain out gorgeous with her dirty blonde long hair , piercing ocean blue eyes , pink full lips , beautiful smile that shows off her dimple on her left cheek , nice tan skin , and small slim body. I see why Jake is all over her and shit! I mean who wouldn't want to date a girl like that also known as the cheer captain , plays lacrosse and she sings. Unlike me well I am who i am. I'm pretty normal. I'm not perfect like Kacy actually i plan to run into things , trip , say stupid stuff. But that's just me. The normal 5'3 light skin girl who has brown hair that goes below the middle of back , honey brown eyes , pink full lips , braces on my teeth but still has a pretty smile that shows off my deep dimples in my cheeks , wears black frame ray bands eye glasses and has a small slim body but has a booty well curves that's what my other best friends Destany and Ashton says which is suppose to be a good thing. I also play lacrosse and soccer , sings and play a few couple instruments like the Guitar , Drums , Piano , Violin , Clarinet , Flute and the Ukelele. See I'm pretty normal which i think is good enough but clearly not good enough for Jake to notice me....

"I've been lost wandering in the dark i feel secluded lonely , disconnected

This is me standing here saying i need you lavish me with your love i thrive off of you i try to live alone but you always bring me home

Calling your name reaching out for your warm embrace i feel so safe your love is like visual sound like a dream so vivid

This is me standing here saying i need you lavish me with your love i thrive off of yo-" I was quietly singing bring me home by Tori Kelly while playing my acoustic guitar. People say i sound like her and i just thank them cause she actually is my idol but still i don't try to sound like her it just happens.

I heard a knock on my door causing me to look up seeing my mother.

"Yes ma'am?" I asked raising my eyebrow.

"Nothing sweetie just checking to see if you're awake , so you can get ready for school." She says smiling at me as she sat on the edge of bed.

I smiled back at her nodding my head. "Okay, thanks mom."

"You welcome sweetie. Oh! And jake wanted me to remind you he is coming to pick you up." She reminded me.

"Why didn't he just call my phone to tell me that?" I asked laughing.

"I don't know , you know how jake is." She says laughing

"Yeah i do , but thanks for telling me that." I said thanking her again.