Nobility-Falling in Love with my Master

Not meant to be

i know you all wanna see if mahiru dies but first you have to read this

YUICHIRO'S P.O.V

i saw yoichi and shinoa kissing

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she pushed him away

'' i-i love someone else''

'' shinoa I-''

i didn't stay around to here the rest of what he said

i know that was a forced kiss on her

but i still felt betrayed

as if she wanted him more than me

i just headed back to my room

i took of my uniform

and just laid on the bed

my head hurts a lot

but my heart hurts more

does yoichi love her more than me?

should i tell him that she's mine?

is shinoa starting to like him?

will she forget about me?

should i go see her later?

wait

do i even deserve her?

that question

the answer.....

.....is I don't

she's this amazing girl who's also a noble

and i'm a peasant

just a lowly peasant who became her servant

do i even have the right to love her?

i start crying

why?

why is it so hard for me to give up on her?

he deserves her more than me

they belong together

 i eventually end up falling asleep

SHINOA'S P.O.V

I pushed yoichi away

'' i-i love someone else''

'' shinoa I don't care''

he leans in closer

till his face is only an inch away from mine

then he pulls back

'' but i'll respect your feelings and make you fall for me''

I smile

'' won't happen''

he smiles back

'' just wait and see''

'' sure'' I say sarcastically

he leaves

after a few minutes I decide to go to yuichiro's room

I head out

when I open the door I see yuichiro sleeping

I grab a chair from the corner of the room and walk up to his bed

I place it there and sit down

I reach out my hand and gently stroke a strand of hair from his face

i grab his hand and bring it to my face

i rest my forehead on it

i think my face heated up by this action because

yuichiro started to stir awake

i quickly placed his hand back on his bed gently before he awoke

he sat up

and just stared at me for a few moments before looking down

'' um.....hey shinoa''

'' hi yuichiro''

''..........''

'' did you rest well?''

'' ..................''

i smiled at him

'' why are you so tense yu?''

he looked up at me but quickly looked back down

my smile was replaced with a concerned look

'' are you angry at me?''

'' no.....i'm not''

'' did i do something?''

he looked up at me

his eyes filled with rage and sorrow

''why don't you tell me.....did you do something!?!''

'' i.......i-i didn't''

'' nothing at all?''

'' nothing''

he looked down

'' yuichiro'' i grab and clutched his hand with my hands ''are you okay? because if-''

''leave''

''what?''

he pulled his hand away

'' i said leave!''

'' ........''

''if your not going to tell the truth then go!''

'' i see''

''.........''

'' so you know about the kiss with yoichi''

tears started pouring from his eyes

'' why? why shinoa?.......why didn't you just tell me?"

''because your sick, it will only make you worry more''

'' I love you shinoa but were not meant to be together''

''why would-''

'' i'm a commoner your a noble, you belong with yoichi''

'' yuichiro your the one who I love I can't be with him'' tears start falling from my eyes

'' I love you too shinoa but-''

the door crashes open

'' SHINOA! YOUR SISTER!'' one of the maids yell

''what about my sister'' i says as i wipe away my tears

'' She.....She.....Miss .......She was hit by a carriage!''

''What!!!''

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