Happiness, finally? (...going on)

Prom

It was on prom night. When all that sadness crashed back to me. I thought I was the happiest girl alive when I found him. But I was wrong, there's no such thing as happiness in this world. I don't think happiness suits me anymore.

2 years back

"Honey, come downstairs now! We're dying to see your dress!" Prom night is finally here! My dress was the best dress I could ever imagine. It's a short-cut dress, which I find kind of cute. Pink one, with a big ribbon on it. I curled my hair perfectly, I also add my favorite flower crown as a decoration on my head. Light makeup is all I need, and lastly, the ring he got for me.

I put on my heels before going downstairs, though I'm feeling little less insecure because trust me, it's been awhile since I'm using a very quite exposing dress. I let out the heaviest breath and walk my way downstairs, planting the very wide smile to see my father, mother and brother.

They all gasped as they saw me. I blushed a bit, because pfft who wouldn't? "Ahh stop it you guys! It's not like I'm wearing the best dress!" I cupped my face with my small hands.

"No, seriously. Sister, you are so beautiful I can nearly die at this instant!" Let me just appreciate this small moment of my brother complimented me. I shrugged and murmured thanks by the way. I'm just being me.

I wish I was this happy until now.

I waited at my sofa for Daniel. Daniel has been my boyfriend since freshman year. I didn't expect both of us could get to this. We were small before, it's like kid's love kind of thing. You don't take things seriously. But thank god, we're still together until now.

I miss him.

I looked at my watch and it's already 30 minutes passed the time Daniel should have picked me up. "Are you sure you aren't coming?" my brother's going to prom too. He looks good in every tuxedo. I adore my brother. I shook my head and hugged him saying good luck going prom with the famous girl in school. I'm a proud sister.

I can see my mom's worried looking at me scrolling around the phone calls to see if Daniel suddenly cancelled the prom because I seriously wouldn't mind if he got any emergency. I won't push him. But he's making me worry for not telling anything.

I texted him. "Love, are you okay? Where are you?" no texts came back. He's not even online to answer. I moved my chat to one with his mom.

How I wish I'm brave now to text her and tell her everything.

"Eomma, where's Daniel? Have you seen him? He hasn't replied to any of my text now," I was surprised to see his mom replied fast. "No, darling. He left home about an hour ago. What's wrong?"

I replied to her, "Oh, it's nothing. Thank you, eomma," and started to overthink about what he might be doing. How is he haven't come yet? Seriously, I'm worried.

A ring came in. It's from Daniel. "Hello?" he said, why is he so formal suddenly. Before I even answer, he said, "Ji Eun, sweet, it's me Kang Daniel. I had to say this to you, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I let you down, I'm sorry for not being the best soulmate for you, baby, I tried, I tried every day but I don't think I can manage to stay even longer with you. I love you, I'm sorry" then he hung up after that.

Tears started strolling on my face. I tried to hold in, but it was too much. I can't recall our last fight, because we don't fight much. We've been living like best friends. We never even control each other's life. We live in our own. What is happening to Daniel.

I ran upstairs, shoving my dad trying to calm myself down. I don't want to throw all my bad mood at them, it's better this way. I locked my door and started to cry again. I'm at my weakest, and he's not even here. Fun fact: He's the reason.

I opened my chat. He blocked my number. He really did. All my friends have been texting me stuffs of why I didn't show up at the prom. I just thought that it'd be better for me to just ignore. I put off all my make up, washed myself up and tucked myself to sleep.

It's only if I can sleep.

Hello there yeorobun! I'm nae. You can only call me that, your pick. This is my first ever book and I'm quite hyped about it!! Though, I'm going on a hiatus due to exams, but I'll try to make like tons of chapters waiting to be update only for you guys!

I hope you'll enjoy and feel free to talk to me (comment) anything. I'll be look at them with love! Goodbye, ❤️