IM HIS FIRST LOVE...

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My name is Shantelle Vergara, 27 years old and yes I'm his first love at naniniwala ako na ako na din ang magiging last... I dont care about the in between love they dont seem important kasi ang mahalaga ako ang una at magiging huli...

kaya lang..

akala ko lang pala un..

si bestfriend kasi ang bagong girl ni first love and i cant do anything ....

di ko kayang paghiwalayin sila!!!

at iyon ang dahilan kung bakit nagulo ang buhay ko ..

kailangan kong bumalik.. to act na okay lang na sila ang magkakatuluyan kahit ang sakit sakit...

yung point na parang di ko na kaya mag move on...kasi di ko napaghandaan

pero kailangan ko ipakita na okay lang ako.. na okay lang na si first love mapunta kay bestfriend....

supposed i call you up tonight
and told you that i love you
and supposed i said
i wanna come back home

To: shantellevergara27@gmail.com
subject: we are officially
From: ramosmargareth@gmail.com

gurl,

sinagot ko na sya after 2months of courting alam mo naman na gusto ko rin sya hindi ba at sobrang saya... di ko nga naisip na dadating pala ung time na mapapansin nya ko, saka akala ko talaga kayo noon kahit di kayo umaamin sobrang close nyo kasi pero siguro nga kami talaga ang para sa isat isa.. kailan ka ba uuwi 2years ka na dyan sa italy di ka pa ba nagsasawa sa pagiging photographer mo dyan... miss na kita bestfriend...

.... T_T

and supposed i cry
and said i think
i finally learn my lesson
and im tired of spending all my time
alone

after reading her message.. my world just stop, nagstop magprocess ang utak ko sila na

sila para sa isat isa

si first love at si bestfriend..

if i told you
that i realize
your all i ever wanted
and its killing me to be
so far away
would you tell me
that you love me too
and will we cry together
or will you simply
laugh at me
and say

paulit ulit, pabalik balik pero di talaga sya maprocess ng utak ko at wala talaga ko maireply kasi anong sasabihin ko..

congratulations??

so happy for you???

bagay kayo???

i told you so
oh i told you so
i told you someday
youll came calling back
and asking me to take you in
i told you so
but you had to go
now i found somebody new
and you will never break
my heart in two again

alam ko wala akong karapatang mag arte walang alam si marga na once upon a time we, lance and i became more than friends..

pero pinili kong tapusin ang magandang panaginip na yun kasi kailangan

kasi ayokong maging selfish

kasi mahal na mahal ko sya...

oo mahal na mahal ko sya kaya iniwan ko sya.. nasaktan ko sya kaya nag move on sya at ako???

nasaktan din ako

nahirapan

pero never akong nagmove on...

now i found somebody new
and you will never break my heart
in two again...