IM HIS FIRST LOVE...

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ELLE POV

"one of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it's guilt, anger, l0ve, l0ss o betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go."

it hurts...

he doesnt chose you because you let him go before... and yes sobrang sakit pala... yung naramdaman nya noon sigurado katulad ng nararamdaman ko sobrang sakit...

the only question left in my head is how do i heal this broken heart???

do i need to go and start my new life without him... but how do i ever start when all i want to do is run to his side ask for one more chance ask him to love me again...

i just cant let him go....

Fück¡ng śhıţ!! bakit mali ba ko mali bang gustuhin kong matupad nya ang pangarap nya... mali bang nagsakripisyo ako para may mapatunayaan sya kasi kung mali un bakit pinagawa sA akin ng nanay nya, bakit kailangan nilang makiusap na iwan ko sya..umiiyak na sabi ko

andito pa din kami sa cafe at lasing na ko oo ramdam ko ung hilo sa dami ng nainom ko pero the pain still remain...

brat, stop it wag mo sisihin ang sarili mo kasi ginawa mo lang ung tingin mong tama sabi ni glen habang hinahagod ung likod ko

kaya lang akala ko lang pala na tama... mali pala d dapat ako naging mahina noon sana akin pa sya ngayon sana may chance pa kami huhuhu

elle stop crying na if he chose marga then maybe you also need to find someone new, yung kayang iparamdam na ikaw lang pero bago mo un magawa you need to find your sanity back pag okay ka na madali na lang sayo ang maglet go wika naman ni sophia

tama i need to leave, bago ko pa makalimutan kung sino ako... thanks guys i will always be grateful kasi meron akong katulad nyo...

elle wag ka magtatagal ha... bilisan mo makarecover para makahanap na agad tayo ng ipapalit mo kay lance nakangiting sabi ni char

tama..patiling sabi ni glen...

kami na ni sophia ang bahala sa pagalis mo and shantelle we are always here for you..sabi ni miguel

alam ko lahat sila nagaalala sa akin kaya dapat in time mabuo ko ulit ang sarili ko..

im sorry brat for what my bestfriend did, now go and find the strong brat that we knew if you find her go back here so we can let lance see what he chose to let go..arnold saying alam ko naiinis sya sa bestfriend nya for chosing marga pero katulad ko wala naman kami magagawa

ill keep in touch guys i promise....

and yes i will leave again hoping to come back fully recover... i want to move on and be happy again maybe we are not meant to be kaya kahit anong pilit namin laging nauuwi sa ganito... i need to let go of this feeling so i can move on....

There's no use looking back, or wondering
How it could be now or might've been
All this I know
But still I can't find ways to let you go

I never had a dream come true
'til the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
And tomorrow can never be
Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back,oh wondering
How it should been, now oh might've been
All this I know
But,still I can't find ways to let you go

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will,
Say you will,
You know you will oh baby
You'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back,oh wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how hard I try and try
I just can't say good bye
No no no no