IM HIS FIRST LOVE...

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LANCE 1st POV

yes i still walk away...

after hearing those special words..

i still manage to walk away from her

for some you may call it bullsh¡t...

the only girl i love just say she loves me too and yet i still turn around and walk with this girl who happen to be her bestfriend...

just wow whatta scene right, and right now i want to punch my face for being an ¡d¡ot

pero what can i do i cant just choose her just because we still love each other someone will get hurt and i dont have the guts to just hurt her..

ang laki ng utang na loob ko sa kanya kasi nung time na umalis si elle, marga stay and loves me unconditionally lahat buong pagkatao nya binigay nya at alam ko na sobra syang masasaktan kung basta ko na lang sasabihin na mahal ko pa din si elle

pero pano naman kami ni elle...

hindi naman pwedeng dalawa sila kasi hindi ko un kaya at hindi ko yun magagawa sa kanila

who will i choose?

the one whom i love who also happen to still love me but able to leave me before..

or

the one who loves me despite the fact that i cant love her back..

hon please do promise me one thing... hon dont ever leave me you are my life and i will die if ever youll leave me marga say pleadingly and yes i cant just leave knowing shell be hurt

i promise..ill always stay here with you, come lets go to sleep alam ko na exhausted ka na you need to rest dont worry everything will be alright pangako ko sa kanya alam ko hindi dapat ako nangako ng bagay na hindi ko alam kung pano ko tutuparin pero yon lang ang pwede kong sabihin to ease her pain for the meantime

pero hindi din mawala sa isip ko yung sa amin ni elle nakakahinayang di ko tuloy maiwasang balikan ung mga pinagdaanan namin

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flashback

hey you boy what are you doing here? who are you? a beautiful girl tell me

she is so beautiful and i cant help but be mesmerize

are you deaf? why are you not answering my question? again she ask me

im lance my mom is working here po, cook po sya ng mansyon kayo po? tanong ko naman sa kanya

im shantelle vergara the only child of mr and mrs vergara with poise pa nyang sinabi at lalo lang akong humanga sa kanya

we are at same age i guess kaya lang since mahirap lang kami sa public school lang sa bayan ako nagaaral grade six na ko at running to be validectorian

bakit po ngayon ko lang kayo nakita? tanong ko ulit sa kanya sa tagal ng nagtratrabaho ni nanay dito ngayon ko lang nakita ang anak ng may ari ng bahay

i studied abroad and now that im already highschool dad told me to study here so we can be together bibong sabi pa nya

we? bakit po gusto nyo ko makasama nagulat kong sabi tama naman ang sinabi nya so we can be together e ngayon ko nga lang sya nakita

hahaha silly what i mean is me and my dad not you tumatawa pa nyang sabi

iyon pahiya ako oh

People say that you're no good for me

People say it constantly

I hear it said so much I repeat it in my sleep

Maybe I am just a fool for you

Maybe you're no angel too

But all that talk is cheap

When I'm alone with you

If love is blind

I'll find my way with you

Cause I can't see myself

Not in love with you

If love is blind

I'll find my way with you

All the world is crazy anyway

What's it matter what they say

If I'm the one that's wrong

Then let in be my mistake

If love is blind

I'll find my way with you

Cause I can't see myself

I'm not in love with you

If love is blind

I'll find my way with you

You wouldn't be with me tonight if I didn't feel I was right

What will it matter anyhow a hundred years from now

If love is blind

I'll find my way with you

Cause I can't see myself

I'm not in love with you

If love is blind

I'll find my way with you