Chapter 9

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Scarlet POV:
The next morning I wake up in Sam's room. I have been remodeling my room so I have been sleeping in here. They got done Yesterday but I just miss him. I walk across the hall and into my bathroom. I re did that too. It had dark blue walls with a class walk in shower. It has a sink, toilet, and in the far back corner a Jacuzzi tub. I get in the shower and do my needs then get out. I go over to my dressers and choose out my outfit. Its just some simple studded shorts with a long sleeve black shirt with one shoulder hanging down. I decided I would use my white long haired wig. It brought back so many memories. my tears threatened to spill but I wouldn't let them. I wiped my eyes and walked into my closet. I grabbed my black galaxy sneakers and my school bag. For make-up I had dark smokey eyes with simple lip gloss. I grabbed my glasses because I couldn't find my contacts. I walk out of my room and outside. I had Ricky's keys to his car so I used it to drive to school with. 
When I arrive at school I get out and put my keys in my bag. I am about to walk away from the car when The bitches come over. The bitches are the popular girls of our school. I was going to ignore them when what the said caught me by surprise. "How is you cheater boyfriend, Sam?" Crystal asked. She was the meanest of them all. There was Crystal, Amber, and Carrie. I turned around. 'Excuse me?" I said. "You heard me! I didn't stutter." She sneered. I set my back and glasses down. "I have no idea what your talk about!" I said. "Oh really?" Carrie says. I nod my head. They all start laughing. Amber takes her phone out and shows me a picture of Sam and I kissing at the airport and then a picture of Sam and Another girl kissing at Taco Bell. A single tear falls down my face. I don't even know why I'm crying, we aren't even dating.
"Awe! Is the little baby gonna cry?" Amber laughs. Another tear falls. "We'll give you something to cry about." Carrie says. Then they all start beating me up. After about 15 minutes of endless kicks, punches, and scratches they leave. I crawl to my stuff and get the keys. I struggle, but get back in the car and attempt to drive home. I make it successfully and limp to my room. I get in my room and strip my clothes and head to my tub. I get in and just start crying. I know I promised Sam I wouldn't cut but I can't help it! My life fucking sucks! I grab my blade that I hid under the sink and start cutting away. 1 for being ugly, 1 for being worthless, 1 for being a nerdy freak, 1 for not being there for Tessa, 2 for not being good enough for Sam, and 2 for the girls at school. So a total of 8 cuts. I did 8 on each wrist and thigh. 
After soaking in the bloody water I get out and dry off. I walk to my room and put on something cozy. It was Sam's over sized sweatshirt over my blue/black bra and panties. I also had on blue fuzzy socks. I obviously had no make-up on and had my glasses on. I limped over to my bed and just sat there. Suddenly my phone started blowing up with his ringtone. I ignored it a few times then finally gave in. It was a facetime. Great! I answered and saw his flawless face! "Hey scar ho- WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?!?!" He yells. "Why don't you go ask Marine!!" I yell back. He doesn't say anything. "Exactly!" I say I am about to end it when he stops me. "Wait!" "What do you want?" I ask. "I shouldn't have dated Marine! I don't even like her! The only reason why I dated her was because I thought you liked Jc and I needed a way to get over you! I am so sorry Scar! Please forgive me!" He pleads. I look at his eyes and he is crying. I just realized I was crying to. I nodded. He smiled. "Now tell me what happened. You look like your hurting." He says. "Yea, hurting and ugly!" I say softly hoping he doesn't hear but he does. "Your not ugly! Your beautiul and Amazing!" He says. That's when I loose it. "I am not beautiful or amazing! I am ugly as shit because I am bald! I have no friends! I get beat up at school! My 'boyfriend' liked someone else! I get tormented by my room-mate for doing the right thing! I just fucking screw everything up!" I cry. 
"No you don't you are a wonderful girl Scarlet! No matter what anyone says and yes you do have friends! Us! Connor was going to say sorry to you when you got here! Just because you are bald doesn't mean your not pretty! You are sexy as hell and any guy would be jealous to have you!" He says sternly. "You really think so?" I ask. "No, i Know so!" He smiles. I smile too. "No please tell me what happened?" He asks, again. I tell him everything that happend today. "It's gonna be okay! you will be here tomorrow and that's all that matters okay?" He says. I nod and we both keep talking until we both end up falling asleep. 


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