Scarlet POV:
When we get to the hospital we have to go to this place called a morgue. It's where they hold dead bodies. Sam waited in the hall while I walked in. Tessa was the first person I saw. I started bawling. I walked up to her and grabbed her cold lifeless hand. I noticed a long and deep cut right on her vein on her wrist. She did this when we were gone. She killed herself and I wasn't there to stop her. This is my fault. She was to young to die. She didn't deserve it. I let her go and walked out before I did anything stupid. Sam and I walked back to the others. They were in the lobby.
"Scar? Are you gonna have a funeral?" Sam asks. I shake my head. "No, Tessa always said that she never wants to have one because she doesn't want a group of sad and depressed people staring at her lifeless body when she can't do anything the fix it." He just nods. We reach the others and we go get food. I don't talk much. No one says anything about it because they know that I am not in the mood.
When we are done eating we head back to our hotel. Sam walks me to my room. He gives me a kiss and is about to leave until I grab his wrist and pull him back. "Stay? Please?" I ask. He nods and we walk into my room. "I wanna make a video." I say. "Are you sure Scar your pre-" "I am sure." I say. He nods and grabs camera. He sets it up and presses the record button. I stay quiet for a minute.
"Hey guys, as you can tell, I am not in the best mood, I just recently found out that my best friend passed away, she had committed suicide. So in her honor, I am going to sing a song in her memory." And with that I start singing Your Not Innocent by Codi Kaye. I start crying half way through it but I keep going. When I am done. I am full on sobbing. I calm myself down. I look back at the camera. "I probably look horrible right now, but I just want to say that life will get better, there are people that care for you and I am here for you if anyone needs to talk please do not take your own life. Talk to me or any of the o2l boys first. It get's better. I promise." And with that Sam presses the record button again to end the video. He walks over to me and just hugs me while I sob into his shirt. He lays us down and we eventually fall asleep.
The next morning I wake up and Sam's arms. We are going back to L.A today. I slowly get out of his grasp and walk into the bathroom. I get in the shower and just stand there. I look at my scars and promise to myself that I will no longer cut. For Tessa's and Sam's sake. I wash up and get out. I go back into the room and get my clothes. I don't plan on doing anything so I just get dressed into a black sweatshirt that says "Unicorns are my favorite" with one shoulder hanging off, I have black leggings and black boots with a simple black beanie over my blonde wig. I walk out of the bathroom and see Sam putting our stuff in the suitcases ready to leave. I walk to the bed and sit down. I just stare at the wall with no emotions. I can't believe I didn't notice the hate. When we were walking to the hotel I checked twitter and all there was on it was hate, hate, and more hate, all towards Tessa because of the whole Luke thing. I am such a bad friend.
Sam's voice pulls me out of my thoughts. "Are you ready babe?" I nod and get up. He grabs my hand and we head to the airport.
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Sorry for the short chapter, I have a lot going on and I haven't updated in FOREVER so I figured I would try now.
-Psycho Princess
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Alone
FanfictionIn this story you meet a girl named Scarlet. She has a bad backround but that's only because she was hanging around the wrong people. Her parents died so now she is living on the streets but that's all going to change once she meets a group of boys.
