Vampire Love {Joshua FF}

XXII

"What I want Joshua? Huh? Seems like you don't remember anything at all. I want revenge. Revenge on you for being 'Mr. Perfect' while I was 'Troublemaker'. You didn't even care because you were always praised. How can you protect Y/N when you couldn't even protect the ones around you? Your family was always happy to. My family hated me, hurt me. You didn't ask me how my family was going. You never listened to my problems, but I listened to yours. Every second and minute of yours. I have full control of Taehyung right now and I will make sure you go down. Down to where I was trapped, abused, used, and lonely. I want you to go through what I went through. Why am I like this? It's all because of you. Why is Y/N going to get hurt? Because of you. Why is this all starting? Don't you get it Joshua? Everything is because of you." ????? said harshly with a hurt tone.

"?????, how could I? You would always decline me every time I asked you. I tried over millions of times. But you kept saying that you were happy and that it was nothing. I believed you because you were my bestfriend. Why do you think that? What have I done wrong to you? You listened to me and I tried listening to you to. You wouldn't even let me approach you. You would always walk away or ignore me. Why?"

"You're wrong Joshua. I was wrong about you."

"How can you be so sure ?????... How can you?"

Silence. Just like that, he left. I shook my head and looked at Y/N who was quietly sleeping.

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I saw them glare at Y/N as they walked out and I decided to wake her up.

"Y/N wake up... It's time to go home now." I said slightly shaking her.

She slowly opened her eyes, adjusting them, before waking up.

"I'm sorry... I guess this day was just so... exhausting.." She spoke, smiling a bit.

"It's okay. Let's just get home. I don't want you to stay here late." I said and smiled warmly.

We got out of class as soon as we got our stuff and headed to our lockers.

Sana, Momo, Dahyun, and Nayeon waited for Y/N at her locker. They saw me and faked their smiles.

"Ah! Joshua you're here to...?" Dahyun said questioningly.

"Of course I am... Why wouldn't I?" I asked back.

"Oh nothing at all." She said and looked at Y/N who was hiding behind me slightly.

"Excuse us please." I smiled and grabbed Y/N's hand to go to her locker that they were blocking.

Y/N quickly grabbed her stuff and I grabbed mine then we left together.

"I would appreciate it if they wouldn't bother you so much Y/N." I mumbled and smiled bitterly.

"What do you mean? They don't bother me at all Joshua." She said with a small smile.

I shook my head and sighed quietly.

"Let's go home before we get in trouble." I spoke and she nodded.

Y/N's POV.

I looked at the mansion, confused.

"Home? Where are we?" I asked him.

"Just wait until we get inside." He tells me with a genuine smile.

He knocked on the door and Woozi opened it.

"Oh. It's just you two." He stated and opened the door for us both to enter.

"Of course it's just us two." Joshua repeated and Woozi rolled his eyes.

"Anyways. Hoshi, Dino, The8, and Jun are in the practice room. Vernon, Mingyu, Wonwoo, and Seungcheol are in the studio. Jeonghan, Me, Seungkwan, and Dokyeom are in the karaoking room. See you later." He informed us and left to go back to the karaoking room.

"Where do you want to go?" Joshua asked me.

"Where's you favorite place here..?" I asked him.

"The library, where's it peaceful and quiet." He answered with a bright smile.

"Let's go there then." I suggested returning a bright smile too.

We entered and I saw lots of books placed every where neatly and organized. The room was filled with bookshelves and had paintings or pictures of them on some walls.

"I haven't finished reading this poetry book. You wanna listen while I read it?" Joshua questions to me and smiled.

"Surei" I smiled back at him, nodding at his request.

He read the book as my eyelids started to close. Slowly, I fell asleep to him reading the poetry book.

Joshua's POV.

I finished the book and felt a head on my shoulder. I looked at Y/N and saw that she was asleep. I quietly and carefully picked her up bridal style and took her to my room. I carefully placed her onto my bed and put the blanket over her. I sighed deeply and went to my couch. I looked at her to see her look so peaceful.

"How can I protect you..?"