Hurt

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"Please don't be mad, I'm sorry..."
If only I was mad...
I wish I was mad.
If I was mad, I'd get over it.
If I was mad, I'd get my anger out and feel better.
If I was mad, we'd talk it out and come to a solution.
If I was mad, I might yell or scream, break things and throw stuff, but I'd get over it and move on in the end.
Anger is a temporary emotion, meant to be forgotten.
Being mad is easy...
But I'm not mad, I'm hurt.
Because I'm hurt I feel broken and unwanted.
Because I'm hurt, I cry and shut down. Instead of yelling and making myself heard.
Because I'm hurt, I want to crawl into a dark corner and never come out.
Because I'm hurt, I don't want to look at myself or talk to anyone.
Because I'm hurt, I wonder to myself "can I ever win?"
Because I'm hurt, I wish I was mad.

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 22, 2018 ⏰

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