Us (a Colby Brock X Reader)

Judging ***

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"Never judge you," the last things I heard.

"I can't. I just," I sigh. I walk out of the bathroom.

"Just can't what?" Colby follows me out. I shake my head.

"This," I stare at him blankly. He raises an eyebrow. "This," I point to my face, " I can't pretend and put on a pretty smile all the fucking time. I just can't. I can't pretend like my life is perfect. Like I have everything. Like I can walk into a bathing suit store and look at myself confidently in a two piece. I can't Colby."

"You really are perfect. In everyway. And the scars those are... trophies. For beating Henry. Putting him away. They all a-"

"Stop!" I scream. He looks shocked. "I know your trying to help. But your trying too hard. I can't handle pressure trying to live up to others expectations while living like a broken down piece of shit while I'm with you," I break down crying.

"Shh," he gets down with me rubbing my back.

"Colby," he hums for a response, "I never liked life. I thought Henry would help. Now you are. I," I look him in the eye and sigh. "I don't know what to do. I have coped with it by going to hospitals cutting stabbing. I was ready. Then you came along. Kinda pulled my off the path. But all I want to do is go back to it. I want to Colby, I do," he presses his lips against mine. We suck each others face for a minute till we need to breathe.

"How bout now?" I stand up.

"I need to go for a walk or drive or something. Let me think," I grab my car keys.

Colby's pov

She closes the door. I look down.

"Who's home?" Sam walks in. I shake my head.

"Y/ n just left. Went for a drive."

"Wassup?" I scoot over to the wall.

"You heard none of that?!" I yell. "Y/ n wants to end her fucking life. And you ask 'wassup?'" I mock him. Tears are welling in my eyes. "Even after I fucking helped her. She wants to die."

Time skip.
Third person pov.

Y/ n looks at L.A. the lights the sounds everything. Below her nothing. Everything she wanted. Ever since her mother died. To fall off the edge. To not care anymore. To feel no pain. To give out the pain. Not to receive. She held her breath. Moved closer. "3," she tells herself.

"Hey!" A loud voice breaks her actions making her step away. "What are you doing? This is private property. You need to leave," a man appears.

"My father owns the property," she wasn't lying. Her father does own a PORTION of the property. She can go freely as she pleases.

"Ok. What are you doing?" His tone softens.

"Nun ya," she looks back over.

"Who are you?" He steps closer to her.

"A person. Who was abused my her father. Raped by her ex. Told her boyfriend she doesn't want to live. A person who is mentally fucked up. Haunted. The list can go on."

"No I'm good. It is beautiful right?"

"I guess. If you didn't know what happens in there though."

"Jump," she flips her head.

"What?!"

"If you want. I'm not going to stop you. I can't."

"And if I do."

"Usual procedure I call the cops they come dispose of your body. I tell the owners. Same old same old."

"How many?" She steps farther away from the edge.

"Far too many. I could have stopped one though."

"Could have?"

"Yes. I could have saved you," just as the last letter leaves his mouth. A shot rings out.

Y/ n's eyes go wide. She throws herself off the cliff. Not thinking.

"Could have," the man leaves. Thinking, 'this really is getting old. Ha nah that's time number? Ha I don't know nor do I care,' the man starts to laugh.

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Haha cliff hanger... get it... because you just jumped off a cliff?
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Ok sorry I haven't been posted I'm getting bored of this book... I'm sorry.... I'm not killing you off. Just because. Who says I'm even killing you off??????

Again sorry hopefully will post soon. Again. Thinking on making another book. Idk let me know by voting if you want to see another Colby fan fiction by getting this to... oh let's say... 10 votes. I know it's only ten. But try. Pls I want to make another story but only want you guys to want it... lol ok. Soorrrrrrrrrry again. I'm going leave now... til next time....

Kiwi out!!!!!!!!!!!