grainy - shawnmin

10

The alarm clock between the two beds ticked loudly. Nick was already asleep, snoring and kicking the tight bedsheets. Shawn stared at the ceiling in frustration at why his brain couldn't let him fall asleep. He was hot. Even though the blanket was under him, he still felt waves of heat course through him. It was annoying.

Shawn opened Instagram as he unhealthily did whenever he couldn't sleep. He scrolled through pointless selfies and bland memes, still shifting in discomfort. He stopped at a half-naked girl and stared at the picture. He reminded himself of Nick pleasuring himself while he was gone and cringed again. Frustrated, Shawn opened up the safari app and headed for the shower to cool himself off.

The water ran quietly as Shawn went to type in what he usually did, but paused and thought of Olivia instead. He brought back the memory of her chest. She probably knew how to make him loose his mind, but his mind kept turning elsewhere. Shawn felt kind of uncomfortable thinking of her like that. He tried so hard to bring that fantasy back, but it just didn't work.

The faucet still growled at Shawn deciding if he should even watch anything. Looking up the usual girls he would watch, he saw them with their unrealistic and frantic faces. Scrolling, Shawn just felt disgusted.  He usually wouldn't, usually he'd be staring and stirring. This time he didn't. He backspaced and put something he was a little ashamed to put.

Man solo audio

Shawn turned it up and put it on the edge of the toilet, hoping the hissing of the shower would cover it up and Nick would stay asleep. He stripped and stepped in the cold shower. It felt good to wash off the forgotten makeup and stress of Olivia. The audio choked out groans that made Shawn twitch. He closed his eyes and couldn't help but want to hear more. While scattered moans sang, he raised his arms to let the water run down his nervous chest and legs.

He shut his eyes and listened to the desperate audio. It felt more real than the girls screaming and begging for more. His hands trailed down himself and responded to the soft cries with his own. 

The moonlight would shine a different way. Now, it felt more welcoming instead of condescending on sleeping faces. It would kiss the foreheads of humans that shifted in their beds. Sleep took over those who needed it while Shawn savored and discovered himself in the dark, wide awake.