broken wolf. Boyxboy

Chapter 1, escape, alan

I run as fast as I can, the burns on my paws raw and painful. 'Just a little longer,' I think, my vision blurring with exhaustion, the taste of blood tainting the back of my throat. 

Just a little longer,' I can hear the pants of the rest of my pack behind me as I start to slow. 'J-Just... a little longer..' 

 My legs and lungs are burning but I have to keep going, I can't let them take me back. i won't let them take me, then I finally feel it, another packs land, I slow a bit checking behind me, my visions blurry but I can see they've stopped.

"you think they'll save you whore!? better come back now well give you a much more fun death!" they call from the edge, 

"come on let's go home no point in getting killed with him" another says turning around, the others soon following, '

it worked... I'm free.... They... I need to... Get out of here, now...' I think, trying to look around as my vision grows dark.

I wake up slowly, my body in so much pain I don't even care to open my eyes, it's so nice here.. far too cozy to be in the woods 

'Where am I?....' I wonder as I sniff the air, but all I get is the smell of blood and sweat. 'Am I back in my pack... Did they return me?...' 

slowly i open my eyes to look around the room I'm in, it's big and pretty definitely not the basement so at least I'm not back with my pack, I slowly sit up my body screaming in pain as I do. 'fuck...'

I whimper and lay back down. 'doesn't matter if it's my pack or not... I'll either be returned or killed... I'm never going to be able to escape... now they'll just be angrier.. maybe I should just go back now and beg for forgiveness..' I think, hopelessness washing over me. 

I look down at my hands, the skin completely gone on parts of them from running.

the door quietly creaks open, I look up holding my breath, half expecting to see my alpha or his betta, but instead a guy walks in, his head down as he looks over the bandages in his dark hands. 

he glances up "oh, I'm sorry I thought you'd still be asleep," he says softly walking over, i move away watching him wearily "don't be scared, I'm just going to bandage you up, is that okay?" 

I slowly nod and give him my arm. my hand tingling when he touches me, 'he's my mate? but... it can't be.. i can't have a mate..' he smiles starting to work, he's very gentle, slowly bandaging up my hand with such care. 

'he must not know what i am.. he'll stop being so nice once he finds out...' he slowly moves down my body tending to all my cuts and bites, 

"so why are you on my pack lands?" 

'his.. pack lands... is he the alpha?.. he... fuck..' I look down at my now bandaged hands, I know I should answer him.. i'll be killed if I don't.. but I just.. can't form the words.. and even if i could would he even believe me?

"hey it's okay, I'm not mad, it must be for a good reason if you're this hurt huh?" he asks, i slowly nod 

'he's not mad?.. did he want a new bitch or something?' 

"Okay then, how about we get you something to eat?" he offers standing up, he's very tall and definitely looks like an alpha.. 

I nod again keeping my head down. 

"okay, i'll be right back then" he says heading towards the door 

"oh by the way, I'm carter" he says turning to smile at me as he closes the door

'he must not know.. he.. he'll kill me if he finds out he has such an ugly and pathetic whore is his mate..' I think, forcing myself out of the bed. 

I limp over to the window looking out into the night. I'm in the second story of the house fields surrounding it, no easy way to get out without being seen. but.. if I jump out and start running i could probably get far enough before they notice.. but I also don't know where else to go..

I sit back down, thinking of all the things he'll do to me once he finds out. maybe i'll get lucky and just end up as his toy, chained up in here for him to use when he pleases having to beg for his cum to stay alive.. or maybe i'll become the new target for his pack to practice their fighting on... or he'll reject me and send me back... whatever it is... I can't let it happen, after I eat i'll leave i'll get as far away as i can then hide and hope..

Carter soon comes back with a bowl of soup "here you go, hope it's okay" he says handing me the bowl, 

I take it from him drinking as much as i can. 

"don't choke," he says, pulling the bowl down a bit. 

i look down and hand the bowl back 

"you done?" he asks his brows furrowing. 

I nod softly and he takes the bowl back.

"is there anything else you want?" he asks 

"n-no..." I mumble quietly. 

"Oh okay, well if you do call for me okay?" he says tilting his head a bit, 

I nod again, and he turns walking out.

he's so nice.. I don't understand why he's acting like this.. 'what's he hiding?' 

I slowly get up and go to the door lightly turning the handle, then pulling the door open. '

did he really leave it unlocked?' I wonder as I peek my head out and look down the empty hall.

 'good' 

i shift back into my wolf form and slowly creeping down the stairs trying not to make too much noise despite the amount of pain I'm in. 

it's scarily quiet for being a pack house, no talking or fighting, just the soft music from the radio.

i wonder how late it is, maybe this will be easier than i thought. 

I head to the door glancing into the living room as I pass, a few wolves laying around but thankfully they're all asleep. 

i make it to the door and duck out into the cold night

I look back at the huge house then start running, my muscles protest still in pain from running before but it's nothing i can't handle. 

 I run and run, finally making it to a forest where I slow down. 'If only I had gotten another omega as a mate.. we could've met in some town so i wouldn't have to be sent back when i was rejected' 

"we did i have to get a mate?" I wonder, walking for a good few hours before I get to the edge of the pack. I stop and look back, 

"i should break the bond before i go right?" I ask as I slowly sit down. 

it hurts to even think of breaking it.. much less speak the words.. but if I don't... I sigh and lay down, he will.