The past few days have been going extremely well. He lets me snuggle up with him, though he never makes the first move and if I even dare think about kissing him or gods forbid mark him he hides away from me for the rest of the day. But I guess I can deal with that.
today, im going to try and let him out of his room. I walk up the stairs and open the door. my mate, in his beautiful wolf form, is sitting on a nearby bed, waiting for me. I purr and give him the plate of eggs and watch him as he eats. he eats every meal like it's his last but still tries to stay quiet. after hes done I smile and nuzzle him walking out leaving the door open behind me.
He watches me and slowly moves to the door, I turn and watch from the stairs as he sniffs at the door and sits in the doorway for about 5 minutes before slowly walking out and checking out the hall. I tense as I watch him check everything out.
I made sure the house is empty today except for me and a few others to help me catch him if he runs. he sniffs every inch, jumping at every little noise. he slowly gets more confident walking around jumping up on the window to check out the outside. it's so nice to see him wandering around. he only ever acts scared around me.
I shift and the stairs creak under me. he jumps and I flatten myself against the stairs I hear him run back to his room I slowly walk down and wait where I can see the bottom of the stairs. it takes him a few hours to come down. he glances around but doesn't seem to notice me in the kitchen.
he walks around sniffing, I sigh in relief when he doesn't run right for the door. he looks up and freezes. we both just stare at each other before he dashes for the door. I leap in front it. "it's okay, it's okay, please stay." I beg. he looks quite scared and slowly moves back 'why does he never talk to us?' i whimper to my wolf. 'he probably wasn't allowed to so he doesn't want to upset you.'
I whimper and nuzzle my mate. he calms under my touch, and I can't help but smile knowing I still have an effect on him. "come on. I'll make you lunch." he wags his tail and follows me to the kitchen. he turns and sits on the stool. 'why does he have to be a wolf that loses his clothes when he turns?' i think but can't help but look him over before pulling off my shirt. "here put this on." I tell him.
he does and I turn to finish the food. "so, what's your favorite food?" I ask. "um...." he gets this worried look. " i... uh... like.. the.. uh... thing with... um... the bread and the yummy mashed meat that... um.. is hot?" he mumbles. I think through all the food I've given him. "a tuna melt?" I ask and he nods. "want me the make more?" I ask and again all I get is a nod.
"so... um, what color do you like?" I ask. " I rather like the color of your eyes." he says 'was that a compliment? did he just compliment my eyes? my ugly eyes?' i think 'told you our mate would love them' my wolf says "im sorry... was that the wrong answer?..." he whimpers. "no, why would you ask that?" I ask looking at him. "you looked.. mad.." he mumbles "im not." I say smiling and going back to cooking.
I put some on his plate and go to sit next to him. he growls softly moving his food away from me. "im not going to take it." I say laughing a bit, and he relaxes slightly but stays turned away from me. I watch him. my shirt barely covers his lower half, my wolf whimpers 'shut it you.' I mutter back.
then Marley comes in "alpha can we-" I cut him off with a protective growl, he is not allowed to see my mate half naked. he quickly backs out and I look at my mate, hes staring at me looking very scared. "oh, I'm sorry love." I mumble nuzzling him, but he tences up under my touch.
he stands up and goes back to his room to hide from me. "dammit." I growl "Marley what do you want?" I say eratated walking out. " I was wondering how it was going... and if we could go..." Marley says. "yes. it was going great till you came in." I huff. "sorry.." he mumbles. "you can leave." I sigh. "thank you, sir," he nods and walks out.
I go upstairs to see if I can get my mate to come out. hes hiding under one of the beds his rump sticking out. "come on, come out," i say softly trying very hard to not sound mad. "no.." he mumbles "fine then im coming in," I say and duck under. he'll never get comfortable with me if im too standoffish. he looks at me and I lean over and nuzzle him.
he smiles softly and nuzzles me back. oh gods, I feel like I could jump with happiness! i nuzzle him pulling him close. he purrs and yawns falling asleep. I guess a nap with my mate does sound like a good idea. I lay my head on him and fall asleep
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broken wolf. Boyxboy
Werewolfthis is an orphaned work trigger warning contains gore, violence, sexual themes, rape, abuse, and other explicate imagery Alan was abused all his life and was told he would never have a mate. so when he finds his mate alpha carter he's, of course, a...
