broken beyond repair

crush

Salinas

Looking at the view in front of me beautiful with the blue sea and couples dancing hand in hand enjoying there time together , how I envy them knowing love. I have never experience that only from my parents. I was so caught up with school and volunteer for orphanages that I did not look for love but I did have a crush and he was the best boyfriend you would ask for only thing he was a womanizer I don't know if he has change but he leave with my heart never to return it keeping it leaving my body to rot

                                    Past

It was a warm spring morning when I saw this boy came in acting all shy with his pink lips and black hair and gray eyes
Smiling at the teacher shy he then took seat near the middle of the class he was so cute but then I shook that though out of my head
My mom would kill me if she found out I am paying attention to a boy instead of my teacher

It was lunch time and all my friends was enjoying there self then I look over my shoulder to see Liam alone at a table alone

(Maybe I should say hi to him.... No my mom would kill me ... But it won't hurt to say hi would it )

Walking over to his  table I sat down

"Hi"  I said to the boy looking at me

"Hi "he reply  back

"Welcome to black river high school . my name is Salinas... What is yours?"

"My name is liam - liam Lewis"

That day we talk a lot , when I walk home I was smiling teeth's on display.

Entering my home my mom greet me with a " hello Salinas how was your day did you learn anything important or new " she then place a kiss on my cheek

" No mother we learn about atomic "

"Okay honey ,now I want you to march your self to your room and do some research on atomic then be ready to go to the orphanage"
  She spoke strictly

"Yes mam" I answer back

After hours of research I was finish and ready to go to the orphanage

  After countless hours of playing with kids they were of to bed and I well I was off to sleep

The following days were at school with Liam I have notice a lot about him for example:

He love football ,  he love his girls freaky , prefer pizza over chocolate , he is an adventurous person , love his family but he mostly talk about his bro and he told me that he had developed a crush to this girl her name is taralee she was chubby but in a cute way with her shoulder Brown hair and rare black eyes and a freaky person making lili love her the more and me like a poor soul lili ( Liam) ask me if I could ask her to come on a date with him and me like the good Samaritan said yes

That following day I ask her and she said yes that broke my little heart that day I cried over a boy that wasn't even into  me so pathetic

That day I never went to school fake sick not wanting to hear the  result of Liam and taralee date

A week had past and mom was determine to get me out of the house and back in to school

Know here I am sitting  in my class when the door open revealing Liam and taralee holding hands looking like a perfect couple. I wish I would have Liam and not her bit I guess I was not beautiful enough

My mom would say
" everyday there is more than million of wishes and they never try to fulfill "

But how could i try to ruining that ? It would be plain evil

Years past by as heart started shatter piece by piece looking over the perfect couples or golden couples envy by many love by all

Liam and I became best friend
I told that I like him but he just said plain and simple with the cliché shit

" I love someone else and I would never do anything to hurt her she is my lifeline"  he said in a hush not wanting anyone to hear us talking

"Oh" I said. That was the only thing that could think of to say at that very moment

We never mention that we continued like normal best friend only thing I was left with a hole where my heart was suppose to be

Two years have past and had try to talk to other boys without my mom knowing and they never work out either they were too
Flirty or to dumb but Liam
He was both smart and funny but taken by the girl that has him wrap around her hand

"Where have you been Salinas"? 
Ask Liam

I answer with a

" I was felling sick so I stayed home".

I answer with no emotion

Class started and everyone was quite for that moment

Looking over my table I saw Liam and taralee making out not wanting to see the seen in front of me walk to my next class sitting down there and eating then started looking over my work

I heard the door open

" hi Salinas"
 
Looking up I see Liam

" oh hi Liam"

I said I a dull mood

"Taralee and I are together thanks to bff which is you"

He said excitedly

Hour have past by are so I think with Liam reminding of how there date went from the crappy flirt to the funny one. They even took picture together that same nigh he said he plot a photo of her smiling and it was beautiful just like her

I wonder why boys never talk to maybe because I never let down my black hear or the fact that I have green dull eyes or because I were clothes that didn't look like other girls that were short and you would be looking at her tits from afar

This kept happened everyday broking my little heart they even  were planning to get married after college

To day was graduation my mom was there but Liam wasn't here he was over his girlfriend taking a lot of picture

I would just take one to remember that you are there for me on that big day

Hours past by and Liam walk pass me making me look invisible never once looking at me was I that ugly or was I that disgraceful

                         End of past

That day I stop depending on people to come to me I stop talking to him after graduation
And now here I am touring the world single and sad

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