broken beyond repair

getting what!!

Salinas

Today is looking quite beautiful birds flying happily bees on the tree doing there business and butterfly flying innocently

While my day is the opposite

Guess what happen i am getting married yep and guess what again i don't know my soon to be husband double wow

I have also been force to get married by who my mother she thinks he live up to her expectation of a perfect husband

Why?

1.  his rich

2. His father is rich

3.  He owns a company

4. He looks good which will make my mom look good in some weird way

Why do people always seek rich they think because you have everything you desire will  make you happy no

What make you happy is when you see a dog are when you see your baby  make his/ her fist step

Those are what make people happy i wish i was born in a family that is poor but happy

I am now in my mom house preparing for my wedding which is in two weeks

Today is the day i am suppose to meet Lamar family i didn't plan to go but he said

      "  you have delay this  enough you are coming even if it is the last thing you do "

I don't know what to were maybe a blue dress or a black pants and whit silk blouse , no i don't think i should were that it show to much of my skin so its the blue dress

"Hello Lamar its nice to meet you again"   i said outside the door 

"Come in "he said while moving a side

Nervously walking in i see liam and taralee unusually far apart

Why? I wonder

"Hello" i said shyly

Liam look quite startled or is it surprise before he started smiling and greeted

"Well if it isn't Salinas where have you been "  he ask

"I have been traveling the world "  i answer truly

"Oh if it isn't Salinas where have you been" taralee said   smiling sweetly

Is it me are does it look like that smile wasn't from the heart

I mean she can't hate me why would she i thought

(Oh i don't know, maybe  because you wanted to steal the girl man) my mind answer for me

Naaaaa i said brushing it off he would never told her

Walking to the kitchen i see a beautiful seen playing out in front of me

There stood Lamar and his wife near the stove while Lamar wife was was cooking Lamar hands was on her baby bump holding her to from back way while she smile happily looking

I wish i had that

Turning away from the seen

I end up in liam

"I am sorry" i said looking down

"Its okay" he said

We were standing door a long time then he he open his mouth

"Well has you know taralee and i have been together, so is there a special person that you like?"
He question me

"Yes there is but he doesn't know "  i said looking down