broken beyond repair

loner

Salinas POV

When i was little my mom use to say reach for the sky

"Stop caring for people who don't care about you" she said

But i couldn't it was in my nature to care even if they hurt me badly i could not be cold towards then no matter what

My mom said that was my weakness .caring

But If i stop caring for others like

My mom how would she survive all on her own

If i stop donating money to the poor and orphans

Who would take care of them ?

Even if a person act like they don't want you to care they do they want to know that there us someone there to love them take care of them
But my mom would say who's taking care of you

I would response by saying my self

And when your old? she added

That question was left not answer on till thus day

Pain that's what all people fell before happiness

Loner is what people call others that don't have friends that stay away from other people

Well that's what i am taught to my self sadly why ? When i am finally trying to be confident in my self someone important come just to break it down

                              Flashback  

I was going to meet liam today for business so i thought that i would dress to impress as my mom would say

Getting all doll up i went to my car and drove to his company

"Liam" i said in a whisper whole knocking at his office door i heard nose like screams u don't know if he is in pain or pleasure

Maybe i should wait out side i taught

You know what maybe i should go inside so i bolted inside only to see liam have Tara bend over the office table

I wanted so much to cry out of pain
It was like finding your husband sleeping with your husband but only thing he was not mine

But then i cheer up my self
He will be your but in time be patient
I said trying to cheer up my self