Chapter 19

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Caspian's POV:
I went to the pool to text Crimson to meet me down here so we can talk and I needed to solve this problem now. I just don't get how he can just do that to me and not tell me anything. As I waited for him, I decided to play some music and I started to sing.
"When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
'Cause you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
What could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

But high up above or down below
When you are too in love to let it show
Oh but if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
oh and tears come streaming down your face
And I

Tears streaming down your face
I promise you I will learn from all my mistakes
oh and the tears streaming down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you", I sang. "We need to talk huh", says Crimson. He sat down next to me on the pool chair and I looked at him. "How could you do rethink the whole Youtube idea? Do you hate us being together or something? Did I do something wrong? Am I the reason for this mess", I said coldly. "God no! Caspian you know I love you from the bottom of my heart to the oceans. I can not express that enough and I know I must say things that can be unexplained. I did not mean to upset you but I forgot you were there. I just thought that we would get hate or something", says Crimson. I gave him a small glare before he looked away. "Why didn't you tell me before Crimson? We could have worked this out together. I don't want to do this alone", I said.
"About time for anyone telling you off for all your deeds
No sign the roaring thunder stopped in cold to read
No time
Get mine and make no excuses waste of precious breath
No time
The sun shines on everyone, everyone love yourself to death

So you gotta fire up, you gotta let go
You'll never be loved till you've made your own
You gotta face up, you gotta get yours
You never know the top till you get too low

A son of a stepfather
A son of a
I'm so sorry
A son of a stepfather
A son of a
I'm so sorry

No lies and no deceiving, that is what he loves
I keep tryin' to conceive that death is from above
No time
I get by and make no excuses waste of precious breath
No time
The sun shines on everyone, everyone love yourself to death

So you gotta fire up, you gotta let go
You'll never be loved till you've made your own
You gotta face up, you gotta get yours
You never know the top till you get too low

A son of a stepfather
A son of a
I'm so sorry
A son of a stepfather
A son of a
I'm so sorry

Life isn't always what you think it'd be
Turn your head for one second and the tables turn
And I know, I know that I did you wrong
But will you trust me when I say that I'll
Make it up to you somehow, somehow
So you gotta fire up, you gotta let go
You'll never be loved till you've made your own
You gotta face up, you gotta get yours
You never know the top till you get too low

A son of a stepfather
A son of a
I'm so sorry
A son of a stepfather
A son of a
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry
A son of", sang Crimson. After he finished the song, I tackled him to the chair and he looked up at me with those big blue eyes that shined in the moonlight. He smiled at me when he saw my eyes glowing and I leaned down to kiss him. "You know we are in a closed pool at a hotel right", he said. "Yep", I said. We kissed for about 40 more minutes and we got off of each other. "I want to do this channel but we need to be careful", says Crimson. "Agreed", I said. We went upstairs to our room and it was quite strange to be sharing a room with two other people. One of course was Kade and the other was somebody named Justin. Crimson and I climbed into the second bed before cuddling each other. I leaned my head on his chest and he tightened his grip on me. "Sleep well Caspian. I am sure someone will wake us in the morning", whispers Crimson. "I will and I miss my brothers back in LA", I whispered. He kissed my hair before I slowly fell asleep for the night.

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