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3.

doyoung felt bad that he had been acting this way. he wasnt himself anymore. all he wanted to do was give yoonoh a hug and tell him how much he loved him, but he couldnt.

as time went by, yerim finally cut it off with yoonoh in front of the entire school and that was it for the cute danty boy they all knew and love. it was now the start of jung jaehyun, he was the boy that took every love not he had ever gotten and burned all of them in front of the entire school, the one who smelled like cigarettes all the time, the one who always wore black and nothing else but that. he had changed. just like doyoung, he had gotten the taste of bitterness from unrequited love. except it was his second time and doyoung had only experienced it once.

august 21st, 2018. 7:45pm
jaehyun pressed the cigarette bud into the wall, throwing it on the floor as he watched doyoung walk around cluelessly. doyoung looked at him, his eyes softening and his heart breaking even more than he thought it could. jaehyun wanted to go up and talk to him again but it was almost like some unknown force had stopped him from moving. doyoung felt his eyes sting as he looked away, tears rolling down his cheek slowly as he walked into a dark alley. jaehyun finally snapped out of whatever trance he was in and followed his friend, hoping to speak to him at least once, the least he could say is that he missed him. doyoung heard the footsteps of the boy he had fallen in love for, but hadn't had his feelings returned.
"dongyoung?" he asked, it almost coming out as a whisper if it wasn't for the tight space they were in.
"w-what yoonoh" he responded shakily, trying his best to regulate his breathing. god if only i could kiss him right now. was the only thing going through dongyoungs head at the moment.
"are you okay?" he asked quietly, listening to the raindrops slowly start to fall faster and heavier as they spoke.
"im fine" he replies, his voice cracking at the end. jaehyuns strong act he had going on had finally snapped and he couldn't take it anymore, it was his best friend for god sakes. he could possibly bring himself to act nonchalant about him when he cares about him so much.
"no you aren't" he says and shakes his head slowly, grabbing onto doyoungs wrist, pulling him into his arms slowly.
"listen its okay, don't worry, i got you" he whispers, trying to calm down his best friend as his cries and sobs got stronger and stronger as the rain intensified. he felt the olders hair rubbing up against his neck as he cried, his tears getting jaehyuns shoulder wet. jaehyun had finally felt warmth after being away from him for so long, he never noticed how much he missed him until doyoungs smaller arms wrapped around him slowly. it felt different, it didn't feel like it always felt to him, he felt like he was about to pass out, his stomach flipping over and over. his heart fluttering as doyoung squeezed him softly. he tried his best to contain himself, it didn't work, he just wrapped his arms around he older a little more and rested his chin on his shoulder.