poetic beauty. » j.jh & k.dy

4.

yoonoh had left his arms around dongyoung for what seemed like forever. resting his chin on top of the older boys head and sighing softly, trying to calm him down. he felt his heart beating more than usual, his cheeks were slightly warm and he felt like he was in heaven. this hug with his best friend felt so much more different than any other hug. he felt secure and he felt happy.

dongyoung tried so hard to stop crying, he just tried his best to let out his feelings as soon as possible and tried to stop crying just so that he could appreciate the love of his life's arm around him. he felt so happy but so sad at the same time, in his mind he was happy because he was close to him again and he felt sad because he thought that yoonoh would never love him back.

"dongie, d-do you feel that?" he whispered quietly, looking down at the male below him.
dongyoung looked up at him and tilted his head, sniffling quietly. yoonoh just points to his chest and looks at his friend. dongyoung slowly lifted his hand and placed it on the youngers chest.

"thats your heart beating extra fast for some reason..." dongyoung mumbled and looked up at his best friend.

yoonohs eyes somehow sparkled as he looked into dongyoungs eyes, something in him felt right about that. something about dongyoungs eyes made him feel okay. even though the strong smell of cigarettes was still evident on yoonohs breath that was currently staggering, dongyoung just proceeded to raise his hands onto yoonohs cheeks slowly and leaned up slightly.

yoonoh was hesitant for a second but he looked back down at the sweet boy below him and nods softly leaning down and capturing the olders lips in his. dongyoung had never felt something so soft and breathtaking in his entire life up to this point, the youngers lips felt like heaven on his.

slowly but surely their lips moved slowly on each others and softly, yoonoh trying his best to contain his smile as the bliss of kissing dongyoung had hit him. he felt at home and he felt safe with him, thats all he ever wanted. he has always wanted to feel loved, not to be betrayed and to just be loved. he never realized it until now that everything that he wanted was sitting right next to him everyday, comforting him when he was down. helping him throughout of his problems.

slowly they pulled away, a trail of saliva connecting them. yoonoh looked at him and dongyoung looked back at him.
"i-i think i might love you" yoonoh said softly and stroked dongyoung's cheek.
"and i know i love you" dongyoung said and drew little circles into yoonoh's neck. yoonoh lifted dongyoung up a little and kissed him again, this time gentler and softer. all yoonoh wanted was to cherish dongyoungs lips, for now and forever.