The Lonely Girl! | Poetry | ✓

♚ Escape ♚

I am tired of the life that I am living.
But for me, dying is not an option nor a choice.

I wish to just run away.
And disappear somewhere so that no one can find me.

And then live a different, happy life.
I want to become invisible for people who don't care.

I crave for peace which is no where to be found here.
So escaping from this cruel world may help.

Only if I could run away from all those memories.
The memories which make me laugh and cry at the same time.

Then I will surely be happy.
Because I will stop caring too much then.

And even if sadness didn't left me.
No one will be able to see me crying.

No one will judge me for being emotional.
I will not have to act brave anymore.

The white lies of poeple will not hurt me anymore.
I will live alone with my lonliness.

But unfortunately escaping time is what I can't do.
And I have to bear whatever comes up.

So escaping maybe one of my wishes.
But can never be my plan.

______