I fell asleep in yihunie's arms. That was probably a flashback of the past now here she is hugging away. What a true best friend. After i finally got up so did yihun. She then sat on the sofa beside my bed. And minutes later all the members came in. Speaking of members. I asked them about got7. Turns out the other seven no longer lives with us. Oh well. Then only i decided to greet.
"Morning" so plain and simple it was.
In unison they all said
" morning." I just giggled at their behavior.
A few moments i looked in the room only to notice yoongi was not here,why. Wait why do i care again. I decided I'd question them.
"Say guys,where's yoongi?" I asked.
Jin suddenly cleared his throat. And he glared at namjoon to explain. But nothing came so i decided. Secret weapon. I did aegyo while begging them to tell me. Jimin suggested snacks all left except Jungkook.
"Yoongi hyung is....*sigh*." He looked heart broken.
"Kookie,what's wrong?" I asked him with slight worry in my voice.
"His n-not himself Yoori. He scars himself often nowadays. Repeating the sentence " I am not good enough for Yoori, i must die" I'm scared his been to long in the bathroom. And when he comes o-out he has these awful bloody stains on his clothing with huge scars on his pale skin." Jungkook cried.
With what Jungkook said,i had not realized i was crying. Until he called me i was back to reality. And he gave me my cell. Something weird in me clicked. I asked Jungkook for yoongi's number since i lost contact with him ever since the incident.
It was night time now. Earlier on,Yihun told me she spoke with taehyung. Apparently he remembered her now their dating I'm so happy for them. I asked Jungkook if he liked me he said no and told me he just wants to be close friends. And that he worries about me, i was happy. But i was not relieved.
Its around eleven now and the others already left. I have my cell at hand. I placed in my pin. And i was met with the most painful sight. And earth felt like it came crashing down on me. There my wallpaper. It held a picture of yoongi and i when we took a selfie in the mansions living room. We were alone that day.
In the picture. I was on the right him the left. I fell asleep in his chest. I decided to roam in my gallery. So many pictures of us. I decided id keep them.
After that emotional moment i decided. Id grow some and text yoongi. He was online. I took a deep breath and texted him.
Me- hey
Yoongi- ummm who the fuck is this i don't talk to strangers so fuck off.
Me- ...
Yoongi- seriously what the fuck do u want
Me- I'm sorry
Yoongi- yea u should be i mean what the hell
Me- do u know who this is
Yoongi- well no dick head what have i been asking the last 39 minutes
Me- yoongi its Yoori
Yoongi- oh..... Sorry i thought u were some perv but what do want
Me- i want to apologize to u
Yoongi- make it quick
Me- i am sorry i was so selfish. I did not mean for myself to hurt u. I miss u. I miss us. I don't want u hurting urself anymore. No more scars. And i don't think you will here from me after this so not to worry. I know ur in daegu for holiday. Good luck and good bye. I love u Yoongi.
After that i immediately shut my screen off and muted my phone and fell asleep.
Its been a week ever since i sent that message to Yoongi. Tomorrow i finally got to school. Nooooo. Jungkooks excited though he and i had fun we played overwatch. And we also removed ourselves from Tae's room he was in a session with yihun. Ewwww. Yea we are already at home.
It was now eleven. I attempted falling asleep but Jungkook was sqeezing me and i could not breath. I tried pushing him off but his grip grew tighter. And him groaning clearly irritated i decided I'd stop. He then spoke.
"You know it would hurt to have u see Yoongi,i know how u feel." He was concerned i could tell.
"So what are trying to say Jungkook?" I questioned him.
" Remember *sigh* i like u,no i love u." Poor Kookie
"Jungkook i don't know what i should say." His grip had suddenly released no no, did i hurt his feelings.
"U don't need to say anything those words indicated enough." His voice was stern, he was angry. I decided I'd reason with him and my oh my what a mistake i made.
"Jungkook your older than me its wrong!" I said. I looked up and there was anger in his eyes.
"IT WAS NOT LIKE THAT FOR YOONGI, NOW ITS DIFFERENT, FUCK IT!!" I flinched at his sudden raise in voice i am scared.
"Jungkook" i tried reaching out to him but he just hit my hand away.
"Don't touch me, don't talk to me, we are not friends anymore, u enjoy being hurt. Well drown in pain on your own!" He swung his legs over the bed,grabbed his black hoodie, a mask, and and Adidas cap.
As soon as Jungkook closed his bedroom door. I immediately fell into the sheets of the bed. Why am i like this. Why does everyone i love always end up hating me. I just layed there crying. Not to later i was fast asleep.
Jungkook POV
As soon as i left i saw jin hyung in the kitchen. Before he could say anything. I closed the door and felt the breeze i needed to let myself go, Yoori will never love me. She just wont I'm not gonna be loved like ever.
I did not mean what i said. I hurt her now i feel freaking bad. But i should give up on her. No what am i saying. Pd-nim had to give us a year break. Now its dragging. And people are getting hurt. Why am i crying. I just wanna be with Yoori she might be young but i really like her. I really do. I need jimin hyung's help. He'll help for sure.
I just need to get back to the house now. The han river is peaceful. But i need to go. I rushed to my car. I stepped on the cars accelerate. But i was going to fast. And it was suddenly raining. I need to hurry* boom* , thunder oh no. I got a call from jin hyung. I tried reaching my phone since it was in my passenger seat. And when i looked up.
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Cliffhanger hehe
Okay so guys heres some info on the character lee yihun.
Okay so this is one of my friends in real life. Yes she is freaking real dafaq y'all people think imma loner. Hell no. Anyway I'm writing a new book. Actually i plan to write a new book I'm not sure though. Just tell me if i should.
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