chapter 12

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I woke up to an empty bed. So cold. I stood since my legs were better. I went to the window. What a beautiful sight. Its snowing no wonder everything's cold. I couldn't here any noise so i decided to go downstairs in the clothes i wore. Which if i can remember clearly is Jungkook's. He dressed me in my sleep. What did my perv bf see?

A black hoodie and one of his sweatpants. My hair in a high bun and down the stairs which was my biggest mistake. They are a marble and they are 10 times colder than usual. Dumb for going barefoot. I was so happy. That was until i reached our kitchen. Yoongi on a stool Rose beside him. I just took some food out of the lowest cupboard. Yes I'm short. I was walking past when i saw Rose rub her palm against yoongi's u know what. She was palming him in front of ME.

A slight smirk plastered on her face as yoongi moans out in pleasure him. Gripping his cell phone. Poor phone I'll pray for u. I didn't realise i stopped walking until Jungkook called out to me. And she spoke. The bitch. ( guys i don't hate rose im a big fan actually so its just a story no hard feelings,right?)

"No wonder Taehyung would die for a slut like u!" She spoke and at that moment everyone was in the kitchen and everyone gasped and so did yoongi.

"WHAT?" I say through gritted teeth the aura im giving off deadly.

"Jungkook u should fuck someone else,not this slut,what u say lets make a deal,does she know?" She asked i looked at Jungkook his aura feeding of guilt and thats when i knew.

"What is she talking about?" I asked Jungkook. He just looked away. Tae held Jungkook because yoongi chuckled. And then he spoke. Jungkook trying to punch his hyung and the bitch doesn't wanna shut up.

The rest of the members all shocked with yoongi said and then i snapped. My temper no longer controlled.

"Jungkook fucked another girl!" he said and burst out laughing.

"Is it true?" i asked Jungkook. That's when i saw his adams apple bop up then down. "ANSWER ME JUNGKOOK!" everyone flinchs yoongi stopped laughing. Yoongi stood from his chair and rose followed behind him when she walked past me she said.

"Yoongi said im better in bed." I completely snapped.

Control long gone. My mind blank. And then yihun swallowing she knew. Before yihun called me i didn't pay attention. Rose might be how fucking old. I pulled her long hair making her scream i threw her to the ground yoongi about to slap me. And grabbed his wrist and kicked him in his lower region. Rose was yelling and cursing.

I stopped kicking him there because i think he may never have children again. Him unconditionally gone into a faint. Rose tries to slap me. I pull her wrist and bent her knees she landed face plant on the floor. I was so pissed i think i was going to kill her. I ran over to her kept kicking her in the stomach. Even after she lost consciousness i kept kicking. Jin ran over and pulled me off. I kept hitting him in the chest.

"CALM DOWN!" he yelled. I stopped.

Jin was holding me. I just fall into his arms. Then my vision goes blurry and I'm pretty sure i just fainted. Before i felt jin shaking me. The last thing i saw was Jungkook pushing taehyung off him. Running towards me and yelling for me.

~time skipeu~

I woke up in the hospital. I saw Jungkook next to me. His face puffy and he looks shitty as fuck. The others sitting in shock as i wake. Yoongi holding an ice pack on his dick. And his dark eyes stare at me with daggers. Rose no where to be seen.

"Jungkook-k?" I stutter.

He looks up at me. His eyes soften once more. He looks guilty. Then everything that happens earlier hits me. I pull my hand away. He looks at me with teary eyes.

"I'm sorry look i was drunk. I couldn't control myself! Yoori-i i really-y didn't mean too!" He was crying.

"Get out. All of u!" I said yihun wasnt here and i needed her. She would calm me but rn i don't wanna see none of these seven.

" I SAID GET THE FUCK OUT!" I yell and all of them go. Jungkook walks slowly and closes the door behind him. I fell asleep again.

I woke up and over heard the nurse's. They were gossiping about me.

"Did u hear. They say this girl has depression. And she's a rich spoilt daughter?" The one nurse says.

"Sunmi we shouldn't judge. They also say she always had it but the doctors gave pills and her mother said no. They say her depression is at fullest now. And she doesn't even look like a rich kid. Just check her pulse. " the second nurse said.

"That should do don't worry young lady u will be discharged tomorrow." The nurse name sunmi says before they both leave.

A tear rolls down my cheek. Why am i crying i don't feel any emotion. I just feel depressed. I wipe my tears away.

Its been 7 hours. The nurse sunmi had come again earlier. She told me no one visited. No one even called. I didn't care. She just sighed before she left.

I woke up ready to go home. When we arrived. Lana bought my bags in. I just walked in not giving a fuck. Everyone greeted even yoongi. I didn't care. They all waited for my response even Jungkook. I kept walking to my room. I banged it closed followed by a lock. I did this before. I threw Jungkook's bracelet out the door and his clothing. Locked the door.

I walked to my drawer. Took out the blades went my bathroom closed the door. Opened the bath tap. Cold water taking over my whole body. Then i started cutting. I lied there. Letting death take me. I could here banging and then i heard wood shattered. They might have broken that door. But there is still the bathroom.

I could hear banging before i rested my head on the edge of the bathtub. I saw the door come down as i could here everything yelling. Cursing. I saw Jungkook fall to his knees. Then everything was blank no sight my heart beat in my ears before i hear someone call out to me.

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So ummmmm this book is dragging i don't have anymore ideas so im going end this book now.



Or am i?

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