I woke up again. And this time in a warm familiar bed everything was calm and sombre. That was until i heard yelling more like arguing it was yoongi and jin. Again. After sighing heavily i removed the warm sheets and got off my cozy bed. Walking downstairs as slow as ever, depression already kicked in.
Opening the fridge. Getting the milk closing. Cereal. Nah i put everything in a bowl before seating myself at the table. You looked only to see sympathy from everyone. Though. The thing is. I Wasn't feeling any emotions. Nothing i felt empty.
"What?" I asked over a mouthful.
They all just kept kept staring. I just sighed deeply for diverting my gaze to the clock on the wall.
"Oh man holy shit!" I yelled i got up left my poor food and got dressed immediately. In my room of course.
I put some light makeup on before grabbing my cell and power bank, my backpack and locking my bedroom door. Yea i don't want any of these creeps going in on my private things.
I walked down these huge stairs again. More like sprinted. And there they all stood only eating now. U fucking idiots. In 10 min school starts ur fucking slacking.
"Where u going?" Jk asked.
"School, where else?" I responded plainly.
He looked at me with his jaw dropped.
"Close! Flies might lay eggs!" I retorted and he immediately closed his mouth.
"U are in no condition to go to school!" I heard yoongs huff.
"Says whom?" I questioned. He stopped what he was doing and looked at me.
"I say!" he answers looking at me clearly irritated. Something in me clicked and what i am about to do is going to piss him off.
"Well I'm going to school." i walked to the door whilst smirking.
One thing about yoongi when someone does not listen to him he gets so fucking pissed. Even jin gets scared. I opened the door. And was about to close it behind me after leaving. But a grip on my wrist made it hard for me to move and i winced.
"Let me fucking go!" I command through gritted teeth.
"Or what?" He asks.
"I said don't fucking touch me,now LET ME GO TO FUCKING SCHOOL U LAZY ASSHOLE OF A SLOTH!! I yelled at the top of my voice.
"What did u call me?" He grip tightens. And the i snap.
"WHY THE FUCK ARE U SUCH AN ASSHOLE. I CANT DO ANYTHING WITHOUT UR PERMISSION. AND THE LEAST I TRY TO DO IS BE HAPPY. U KNOW YOONGI I WAS FUCKING PISSED WHEN JIN DEMANDED US BREAK UP. IT HURT SO MUCH. I LOOKED OKAY BUT U KNOW WHAT I WASN'T I HAD TO KEEP ACTING LIKE I WAS OKAY. WHEN I HAD JUNGKOOK I FELT THE SLIGHTEST BIT OF LOVE. BUT WHEN I HEARD WHAT HE DID THAT BROKE ME AS WELL. AND U COULDN'T GIVE TO SHITS ABOUT HOW I FELT BECAU-" I yelled but he spoke over me more like screamt.
"OH PLEASE DONT GIVE ME THAT CLICHE SHIT. HAVE U SEEN THE THINGS I GO THROUGH I SUFFER DEPRESSION AND INSOMNIA I'M TRYING AS WELL. BUT EVERY TIME NO EVERY FUCKING TIME I ALWAYS END UP BROKEN. IT ALWAYS ME." he yelled Back. And the words that came out of my mouth it made everyone gasp but yoongi he wanted to hug me.
"YOONGI I SUFFER 10 TIMES WORSE THAN U. MY DEPRESSION IS AT ITS FULLEST. AND U KNOW WHAT I AM BROKEN I LOVED NO I STILL LOVE U, I JUST CANT HATE U. Because i really. Fuck that. I want u." he let go and i ran i ran and he called out to me but i just ran.
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I arrived at school one of my classmates Lee Song min. Also my other best friend came up to me.
"Yah yoori-ssi whats up?" She asked.
"The sky" i respond back.
"Spill the tea!" She commanded.
I sat up right she knows sometimes well all time. She knows when I'm upset or down. She knew about the yoongi thing and kook thing. She just listened to what i told her about what happened this morning.
She gasped.
"I know right i have a shitty life." I say. Before opening my water bottle.
"No u dont, u know from the way u say yoongi reacted. I think he still loves u as well." She said.
"WHAT?" i whisper shout after spitting out my water. Not realizing who it went on.
"U heard me correctly" she laughed.
"Be serious I'm having a crisis here!" I say. And i feel a little much more happy.
"More like a Suga problem" she giggles. With a sly grin.
"Now i know how u and jin get along." I say she looks up at me.
"How?" She asks.
"Ever heard of dumb and dumber. Well it makes out the two of u in real life." I say.
"Yah,hajima u know i like him and u still tease me." She says her face flushed red.
??? POV.
I see Yoori and song min talking. She spat her water on me and just left it like nothing. She didn't even say sorry. Here i am boiling with anger. I overheard Yoori explain to song min about yoongi. When the rest of the class came in. And yoongi also stepped in along. With the maknae line.
An idea clicked in me.
Yoori's POV
I see Choi Jaycee. I know touche right. Well u see her mothers Korean. Her dads American. And she's a daughter of a bitch. She approaches me slowly and stops in front of me. Oh did i mention she's also lesbian and has a crush on. Me. But she started hating me after i rejected her.
Now she's going to do everything to make me fall for her. That's what she legit said. I just walked away and yet here she is.
"U SPILLED UR WATER ON ME!" she yells.
The class all looks our way. Jaycee throwing death glares at me. Song min pulling my blazer nervously. And i could see 4 members of bts in the corner of my eye and especially him. Yoongi.
"And?" I asked the class oo'ed.
"I need to vomit!" she says. The class starts crowding around us.
"Oh no. Don't tell me u accidentally opened ur selfie cam again." The class all laughed and my response.
Jaycee disappeared. And i never saw the rest of the day. Yoongi sending people with notes to me. And every time he did id throw them in my bag. Lunch i was literally bombard with people asking me to get to him. I decided to call in sick and went home.
I reached home. Since its legit one block away from where i live. So skipping isn't a problem.
Well now i gotta deal with a few other things.
why i went to call in sick
Yihunie
Hey we need to talk
Me
Bout what
Yihunie
Yoongi
Me
Dont tell me he sent u as well.
Yihunie
Just talk to him
Me
No
Yihunie
For my sake
Me
Fine
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I turned my cell off and charged it my battery go well. I decided I'd nap for a few hours since I'm a little tired.
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hey army. Its ur woman Yoori here hows y'all doing.
I haven't been tagged yet thank god. Im nervers so u can tag me but im a nervers wreck.
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