CLoUDs iN MY HeAD

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I feel hope

For the first time in some years.

I feel it inside me

It's in my veins.

I'm scared of the new feeling

That I never felt.

I'm scared to change

I don't wanna be that foolish girl again.

I don't want to be the person that everyone sees me like.

I want to be a girl that can show them something that they have never imagined yet.

I don't want to change I repeat it silently in my head.

I'm scared to change then I finally understand why.

Because I still want to relate to people that are suffering now.

I want to help them really much

And I want to be as I am.

Because nobody saw what I can do

And nobody appreciate the things that I offered too.

So now I want to be the person that I like to be.

Not the person that everyone wants to see me.