The secret life of hayes grier

Coming out p.2

Mai's POV

"Yeah well it had to be done." Jamie said.

"When are you going to come out to everyone?"

"I think josh is gonna spread rumors so soon."

"We have to go back to see hayes."

"I know that's where I'm walking to."

Hayes POV.

I finally woke up after a couple hours and I saw nash crying.

"Dude why are you crying? why am I in the hospital? Where's Jamie?"

"You don't remember getting beaten till you blacked out and having Mai and I pick you up?we brought you to the hospital but you were already out cold and they started doing craxy things to save you. if you didn't text Mai you would be dead."

"Where did Jamie go?"

"He ran before they beat you, he's why your here."

Just as he said that I saw Jamie walk in.

"Hayes oh my god your alive! I was so scared-"

"Get away, you left me to die! that's it Jamie I'm done being your 'secret. I don't want to see you anymore. WERE OVER! get out." I shouted.

He looked like he broke inside. He ran out and Mai started to say something.

"Dude he went to josh's house and beat him up for you. also he's finally coming out."

"I didn't know that.."

"Well yeah. I've been with him most of the night. good thing tomorrow's Saturday."

"Yeah I guess so." I said as my phone buzzed. it was a tweet from Jamie he tagged me in.

"Everyone come to the mall tomorrow I want you to meet my friend hayes grier! also I have an announcement. tomorrow noon at the North shore mall. @hayesgrier".

"What's his announcement?"

"Probably coming out hayes."

"Sure he is. he cares way more about his popularity than he cares about me." I rolled my eyes.

"I don't know hayes, he really loves you."

*THE NEXT DAY*

"Mai can you go down to the mall and FaceTime me when he's talking? they won't let me out of the hospital till tomorrow."

"Sure anything for you hun." she laughed. she sounded just like Ashley.

"Go now so you don't miss anything!" I said as I shooed her away.

Mai's POV

I went over to Jamie's house so he could drive me over with him.

"Jamie open the door!"

"Let's go to the mall so I can come out!" he shouts pulling me into the car.

We drove in silence for the 10 minute drive. we got there and he ran out. we went to the food court and stood on the table.

"Everyone! Listen up I have an announcement. you might want to get this on video."

Jamie's POV

I was just about to say I was gay but I couldn't. I couldn't do it.

"Everyone, lay off of hating on hayes. he's in the hospital right now because he was almost beaten to death from josh and his dumb jock friends. he's a cool dude and is one of my best friends. give him a chance. That's all thank you."

I saw Mai shake her head at me as I ran out. I fucked it up again. I went home and up in my room. I started throwing things and punching my wall.

"Why Jamie? why did I do this to hayes!? HE DOESNT DESERVE THIS FUCK." I started screaming to myself.

I went in the bathroom and pulled a razor blade from my mom and sisters razor.

"I cant, but I need to. for hayes. I need to feel the pain he's going through." I whispered as I cut my fresh skin. it stung but it needed to be done. I did it a bunch more times and I screamed. it hurt like hell. I deserved it. I deserve to rot in hell. I'm a terrible fucking person. I cleaned my arm off and went to hayes' hospital room.

"H-hayes.. can I talk to you?"

"Better be good." he snapped. my eyes were still puffy and red from crying.

I couldn't say anything so I showed him my arm. he was speachless.

"Why?"

"Because your here. in the hospital. it's my fault because I'm such a fucking dick I cared more about my popularity than you. I needed to feel the pain you felt. I did this for you hayes. I love you hayes. it hurt like hell but I deserved it. I've made your life hell now I'm going to make my life hell. I'm going to come out even if I get dumped on I don't care. I'll do whatever it takes to make it right between us." I ended.

"Jamie, that's amazing but nothing you do can make this right. I'm sorry." he turned his head. I went out. I slammed my back into the door of his hospital room. I pulled my head into my hands and held it between my knees. I felt tears come out. yeah I know I'm a dude but it's different with hayes. he makes me emotional. I've never loved someone so much like I love him. I can be myself with him. I can be gay with him.

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Sorry it was kind of a short chapter I'm at a pause with ideas right now for both of my stories but I should have more ideas soon! thanks so much for reading follow my ig's @omg.olivia and @grier.omfg and my twitter @rawritsliv <3 liv