why does it all hurt so bad?!?

The lost boy

Eren was running ..... running in the cold wind, it was raining each raindrop felt like tiny bullets against his bruised and bloodied skin. It was a cold night Eren wish he would have grabbed a jacket before he left.

30 minutes previous

Eren had that feeling again. The bone crushing feeling that was the reason his arms where littered in scars.
Eren was sitting in his room his dad got off work in an hour. Plenty of time for what he was planning to do. Eren looked over at Armins picture. The guilt overwhelming him. Eren made a promise but he just can't keep anymore.
Eren looked at the blade he drug it against his skin. It hurt so bad but this would never hurt as bad as the words of other people , especially his own father.

His father blamed Eren, he would harass Eren and beat him when he got home from work.

Eren thought of all the memories of the happy times he used to have. Before he knew it his whole arm was covered in little red lines. It reminded him of the lines on the note book paper of the note all the kids in his classes would pass around.

All of a sudden the door flew open, all that could he heard throughout the house was heavy swaying footsteps. His father got off early today. Eren knew he would most likely die if he stayed in that house so for tonight he ran.

As he was running away he heard his father scream "you worthless bitch I will kill you I will find you and I will make your life a living hell."

Eren's legs burned he wanted to stop but he was terrified, so he didn't he kept on running. It had started to rain, light at first but then turned dense and hard, Eren fell on the pavement and fell down a ditch.

He heard cars pass they could see him but they would never stop. Eren gathered all his strength and stood up he felt a sharp pain in his rib the 4th one down on the left side Eren wanted to cry , but that would be showing weakness he was not about to do that.

Present time

At this point Eren did not know where he was running he saw a sign for a park he slowed to a jog, he found a trail it would normally be a sight to see if it was not pouring right now. While he was walking he found a bench he was so tired that he collapsed right there on the bench

He could no longer feel his pain he was numb right now , he was tired but could not sleep so he just laid there hoping and praying that it would get better and that no one decided that they would be walking down that trail at that time at that park and want to sit on that bench.

But deep down he knew that he wanted someone to find him , someone to help him. He knew that no one would care, but would he be wrong? Eren was trying his best to continue breathing but it felt like his lungs were being sat on.

Little did Eren know help was on his way.

A/N 543 words without this note I feel like this is a good amount for the first chapter sorry I deleted all my other stories I just wasnt feeling it annymore I have ISS(In school suspention) right now and I felt like wrinting soooo my mind was like make a gay story so i made a gay story ( yeas you goa gieeeaaarl- yes you go girl) anyway thnx for reading.